hrm..

i dont have enough energy for a long update so here is my day in short:

-All A's except 1 B (88) in latin.. pretty good i think
-Fucked up a vocab quiz.. i feel soooo stupid
-Got called "the photoshop master" in journalism.. however, kept from studying latin
-my eye hurts
-i got one question today in AC... i should have know when he said the "artist of the Roswell theme song" which I totally couldn't remember what it was.. but after he said "No Angel" i totally knew.... oh... and I second guessed myself.... DUMBASS
-filled out tedious and prying survey for the yearbook, and i ask.... WTF are they going to use that shit for... I might have filled out everything in full except we had to put our names at the top..... UGH.... I was sort of offended by some of the questions... it was such a shot to my ego... I felt remarkably uncool... which is true...but I didn't feel like dwelling on another low point of my life today:

how many times do you shave your legs a week during the school year? 17?
what is the most recent concert you went to? the band concert
abercrombie & fitch vs american eagle? NO
diet coke vs diet pepsi? GROSS
UT vs AM? NO

what the hell were they thinking.... ughhhh its like..... UGH..... its soo stereotypical girl... its like.... the girls I *usually* (1 exception) really really really really hate... I am not a Go Texan, I hate clothing places that make you pay to be their advertisement, sorry... I don't go to concerts.. I sort of have no life.. thanks for reminding me, diet soda tastes like spit and pixi sticks in my opinion.... since i dont want to be hypocritical.. here would be my suggested better range of answer questions:

how many times a week to duchesne girls shave their legs, in your opinion? (LOL.. if i havent told you this story yet... remind me)
what kind of music do you like?
clothing labels vs generic ( I do shop gap... I don't wear logos though)
COKE vs PEPSI or DIET vs REGULAR?
Ivy league vs uh.. non-ivy league

yeahh.. so anyway.. i have to go get to that english paper.. UGH... im dead... I hate english already... fuckaduckaluckafuckfuckfuck

hm... peter is being the holy hand grenade.. yesssshhhhhhh...... well... thank you peter... for telling me what i believe... its ever so comforting to know someone is making these decisions because I am too stupid to think for myself..

my sum up for religion:

catholicism and christianity hasnt lived up to my expectations... the thought of god does not comfort me in any way.... i really dont believe in it.... i find that comfort in myself... and sometimes my parents... i cant rely on god for anything: god ...please help me pass, no doesnt work - i have to study...., ok, so god.... please give me the strength to get through my day, fuck that... everyday still sucks... people are still awful to eachother... IM BESTOWED NOTHING.... ok... so i am a heathen right... seek comfort christians that I am "going to hell".... uhm.. k... religion doesnt make sense to me... i see it as a bunch of people running around like chickens with their head cut off... they have thoughts instilled at an early age and really have no choice whether to believe them or not.... so how did i become like this? it built up.. before the age of 7.. i was to scared to think an anti-god thought for fear of being shot down by his power or something... but in 3rd grade... they told me: you must love god more than your parents and everything else in the world... i realized that i really didnt love god.... it was an annoyance... i loved my parents.... they have done so much for me... but god? not really.... i knew that i had always loved other things more.... and so far... i had not been struck down.... so... uh... yeah... right..... ok... so lookie.. there is my anti religion post... feel free to argue with me if you really care... but tell me what he has done for you lately... im really interested..... ::shrug:: ... k... paper now.... BYE