Time for one of these again

I see: A white elastic band, a green mech. pencil, a weird fat purple pen, staples, and a rolex. oh yes.. and broncos.. they are attacking me... i saw 15 today... O_O
I need: Energy
I find: that I am getting siiiick
I bet: I won't do my homework
I want: to go back to 4 o' clock today and try again
I have: a malfunctioning brain
I wish: I was better
I love: Friends, family, pets
I hate: People who put you on the spot
I miss: Lunch with friends
I fear: My English essay
I feel: horribly tired
I hear: My dad talking in the other room
I smell: nothing.. sort of musty off-computer smell i guess
I crave: nothing. UGH! I was craving a soapapilla earlier.. which i got ^_^
I search: for something that will make me happy
I wonder: if i will still talk to my friends after high school
I regret: something i candidly said to pamela today... it totally slipped out... i basically told her she was stupid to her face... she kind of deserved it... but I didn't word it right.... I take it she wasn't too offended when she asked to copy my notes in the future

When was the last time you...
Smiled: Hmm. dinner i think.. talking to my mom
Laughed: I can't remember.. too long for my liking
Cried: I think I cry everyday... but I don't know... oh wait.. I do.. on saturday when my parents told me they were going to go look at a chevy cavalier.. I really lost it then
Bought something: Friday.. chocolate snow bubble... i want one now
Danced: Saturday night in my room.. lol... I had a hair brush and everything.. it was Über-Pathetic
Were sarcastic: Uhm... a few minutes ago with Nora
Kissed someone: Uhm..no
Talked to an ex: 9th grade I think... he was my crush in 1st grade.. haha
Had a nightmare: The weekend i think.. I don't remember what it was about though
Last book you read: Some book about the Sopranos
Last movie you saw: Sim0ne
Last thing you had to drink: water
Last time you showered: Hour ago
Last thing you ate: soapapilla

Smoke?: No
Do drugs?: No
Have sex?: Ha... no
Sleep with stuffed animals?: no
Live in the moment?: Try my best
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: Nope
Play an instrument?: Violin.. i guess o.O
Believe there is life on other planets: Yes
Remember your first love?: Yeah.. i was a dumb kid
Still love her/him?: No
Read the newspaper?: Yes
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: I don't know.. i think so
Believe in miracles?: No.. just coincedences
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: Yes.. I am tolerant of everyone... except stupid people who keep bothering me.... or know it alls.. etc... I swear to god... Lori.... another day... and she is going to make ME.. get up on my chair and say "LORI, NOBODY FUCKING CARES JUST SHUT UP" seriously... i had to fight the urge today
Consider love a mistake?: not really... unless you fling around the way a monkey flings crap.. ::cough cough:: analyn ::cough cough::
Like the taste of alcohol?: eww
Have a favorite candy?: skittles, gobstopper, pez, gum
Believe in astrology?: No.. its for entertainment only....
Believe in God?: Uh... no.. if i do.. its the watchmaker God.... or something.. but no... I'm not in the whole christianity schpeel
Believe in magic?: No
Pray?: Uhm... No
Go to church?: School services.. but under my own free will - no
Have any pets?: 2 dogs with half a brain each
Talk to strangers who IM you?: No strangers IM me.. how sad
Wear hats?: hats? uh... no? I do not religiously wear a hat... but I like stupid hats!
Have any piercings?: Ears
Have any tattoos?: No.. needles scare me
Hate yourself?: Sure... I'm a really fake person, ya know? Basically... I am nice to everyone on the outside.. even myself... but on the inside.. no I don't like myslef
Have an obsession?: They come and go
Have a secret crush?: Uh.... not really.. I don't know.. if i do.. its secret from myself too
Collect anything?: Pretty things
Have (a) best friend(s)?: I don't know... I used to.. now no one is a best friend.. i have good friends though
Wish on stars?: When i was little i think... when my hamster died i was convinced that this one star.. i think it was a planet though... was my hamsters soul and I'd like... talk to it... as i said.. dumb kid
Like your handwriting?: when im writing neat - yes.. it doesnt resemble 3/4ths of the schools writing
Have any bad habits?: yes
Care about looks?: im a shallow person.. more about how i look than anyone else
Believe in witches?: nope
Believe in Satan?: no.. im convinced he was made up to scare people
Believe in ghosts?: I don't know... not really... but I'm still scared of the dark... see... still just a stupid kid

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today was messed up.... im to tired to reflect....mmm.... english essay