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[transomwhiplass]

so today chewed some major monkey ass.... sadly, I knew it wasn't my worst day of the quarter... I felt like dying at several instances... it could have been worse?

- English paper - I screwed up.. and I don't get to blame anyone but me.. I had 3 open labs, did I edit it? get it peer edited? etc? at all???? nope.. I waited till the last minute to fix what I found.. and ran out of time.. its shit.. and I think I did my quotes wrong... my grade is total crap in that class... a B.. any B whatsoever will make me happy..
- Latin test - Ok.. so I thought it was on this one sheet of vocab.. turns out it had another 4 quizzes worth of material.. I crapped 3 at the last minute.. still mised a good deal that I shouldn't have
- History - Still upset about that quiz... I don't want that to go "mizu" and drag my average down to an undeserving B.. ms fritsch isn't looking at me....
- Pre-Cal - possesed the only good news of the day, she gave me a homework point for getting a hard quiz question right.. it pulled my average to an 84.. an A on the final means an A in the class.. OH and I found all tests and quizzes despite my shit-organization skills this semester
- Physics - I can't stop falling asleep.. even though I love physics.. I don't want him to hate me.. I hate missing physics.. I'm dying.. but I did find all tests/quizzes
-English - Fell asleep.. the movie is slow and dull.. I usually wake up in like.. 10-15 minute increments.. uhm.. I fell asleep during the prison scene w/ chillingworth, when I woke up.. it was still going.. ~_~

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I just want school to be over so badly.. I need a clean slate... next sememster.. I have to get out of this rut.... its only getting deeper.. now I have a TV in my room..... I don't sleep at home.. so I sleep at school and that seriously needs to stop.. I know I brag about it.. but I'm really ashamed of it... I'm paying attention and the next thing I realize is that I'm opening my eyes and I've been asleep.. maybe I'm blacking out? no.. because usually I make a conscious decision to go back to sleep..

I stayed up late to download the new AIM + version... but of course.. the site fucked itself..

I stalked around newgrounds... I noticed the name "rob denbleyker" there before.. I thought "freakish coincedence" .. turns out he is that person.. he is also one of my brothers favorite flash artists.... OHHHHHH I SMELL A CHEAP CHRISTMAS PRESENT.. 'spose I ask for an autograph for my brother.. ::dies laughing:: anyway.. thats really cool.... I want to learn flash in a bad way.. maybe I will bootleg it and learn some basics over christmas... I think I have officially decided not to do something academic for a career.. I just have no interest.. I need to have constant interaction in class, otherwise, ZzZzZzZz... so yeah... I like design.. of all kinds.. I could be a designer of any kind.. I looked at a few art schools and it looks like so much fun... I'm also investigating ways I could use design skills and not be a starving artist.. such as, an architect or some professional career at an advertising agency.... that would be cool... but totally back to subject.. 2 weeks ago I saw robert denbleyker as the crazy, monkey boy who scaled the student center windows and had a joint-at-hip relationship with his cello, and could play a mean version of the mario theme on piano and xylophone.... haha... I thought he was cool then... but NOW.. HE IS ALSO A FLASH ARTIST.. that is like Über-cool...

opie barfed on the floor....... ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.........

ok.. I should go lie in bed now.. I came home and slept from 5-8:30... I'm bad.....

Comments

[starryj.livejournal.com]

i totally understand what you mean. okay -- next semester = clean slate. yup. i'm bent on it. I AM SO FRUSTRATED!

if you add the points i dropped from last quarter to this one in two subjects for me (physics and precal) it adds up to 20. 12 in precal, 8 in physics. sad.

joyce