perfect place defined... at least for how I'm feeling

[transomwhiplass]

I wish that I and all my friends could just go somewhere.... it doesn't matter where.... just some place really calm and peaceful.... a blank place..... and we could just all sit around and talk the way we do at lunch.. for hours... except there would be no time.. its unlimited.. infinite.. we just talk for every.. laughing... acting dumb.. discussing... in a sense.. that's exactly what alex and I planned for the Über-Religion.. its the destiny.... lol.... but I want to believe in it so badly.... I just feel broken off from the whole right now...... I feel a bad metaphor coming on.. but its like a bar of chocolate... some evil force is breaking us apart.. we are being divided so that we can be more easily eaten.... so anyway.. yeah... we have been broken off and we fear being completely consumed by outside forces.. we were stronger together... haha... what a weird metaphor..... but I feel sad and alone..... I'm mad at myself.. the tower has crashed... its been teetering for so long.. but its finally crashed.... I wan't to put it back together.... make it stronger.... but some of the pieces are missing and/or broken..... again... pardon my metaphor.... its just.... so frustrating..

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