Short post, hopefully.. just to tag on apart from survey

[transomwhiplass]

Mizu: Have I been giving you shify eyes? I am sorry if I have.. maybe I have with this whole stupid ride arrangement, I dont get to stay after school anymore and miss the old adventures also I guess with my whole preoccupation I have been isolating myself and I keep drifting farther and farther away from people.. I just can't seem to get in sync with the present right now I am just stuck in the past... I guess.. I am having a whole breakdown right now.. not serious.. but it would make for a painfully long post if I analyzed everything.. so I am not going to.. basically out of all that: I guess I am feeling kinda left out and thats nobody's fault because I am doing it to myself so don't worry to much.. okie?
Hm.. Rachel (if you end up reading this): Congrats to you on your diagnosis and I hope you see that you are choosing olympics over your paper and personally I can't apply anything from Ice-luging to Macbeth
Steph-Chan: I wish I was like you and didn't care about getting in trouble.. running to get a water bottle during announcements, making fun of Coach Debrowski behind his back, I just have a whole "need-to-please" concept .. I don't take many risks and I let people walk all over me.. I can see it, I will be driving soon and I will probably never be able to take my right-of-way, ever.. what a sad sad little life.. and because of this.. I cant talk to adults besides my parents without verging on tears, you guys never see it, but for the love of god, I was talking to Ms. Miller about a schedule problem and I almost got choked up, I hide from my algebra teacher after I make a bad grade, and I bawled for an hour after my violin teacher fired me.. I need to take some kinda class or something.. blah..
Any One/Every One: Haha.. no messages for you..

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Reading the part about how you have problems talking to adults, hah you sound just like me :) Freshman and sophomore year it was rare for me to utter even a word to any of my teachers or anybody's parent or anything like that. I'm just NOW beginning to talk to a FEW adults, but I still can only talk to a few select teachers and my boyfriend's mom. You shouldn't worry about it or compare yourself to other people though, because you're you and you should be proud of it :)

- Salah

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