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[transomwhiplass]

I am unearthly tired.... I have pulled a "Sarah" and I foudn a person to hang out with at the YMCA.. this sounds mean, I know.. in some ways her life is as messed up as analyn and even more so.. but she doesn't wear any makeup and she has had "several" boyfriends.... she is the girl with the "half" rice scholarship.. I still sorta think thats bs.... anyhow.... we went outside and played tennis... she wasn't very good about "keeping it in the court" so I was running around.. but she got tired so we stopped... we kinda walked around.... she is actually really nice and I am sorta glad to have her because Anthony has field trips all the time... she and I have almost a completely different taste in the guys around the YMCA.. we were sorta chatting out on the patio.. and she was making eyes at this guy I thought was soooooooooooo ugly.. and then later she told me how ugly she thought this guy "Joseph", a counselor, was.... that I thought... well... wasn't too "shabby" lol..... he has the whole cutout look.... like he has a hat and sloppy hair, and well.. he looks like 60% of Strake guys.... the guy she was looking at had a face massacred by teenage hormones and messy cornrows........ hehehe... however... we did agree on this guy Bradley who works in Kidstown (the tube place) who goes to Pius.. I donno.... she went to go flirt with him and told me she would "be right back".. I left an hour and half later.... ooooh well.. I am a loser... I always fall asleep.. and then I get caught sleeping and people making what they think is a witty remark... I didn't tell Renee that Bradley caught me nodding off and asked if I was tired or when we were moving the unbelievably heavy camp tables.. that I dropped it on his toe...... YAY SARAH THE YUTZ!... oooooooooooookie dokie.. that was frighting.... sarah talking about the other sex for a while... I try not to.. uhm..I am very tired.. very very.. I don't know what I should do.. summer is almost done....... I really have to get my last two driving lessons in... freeway and my final test.... then my license is mine... on my birthday.... yeah.. I am 4 hours away.... lalala... I haven't talked to anyone really lately.... 'cept mabel.... I have been avoiding AIM for reasons.. I need to talk to Emma... I haven't in a while... and I haven't talked to Steph all summer.... I feel really bad about that..... Sarah doesnt accomplish goals... hehe... Astroworld ::cough::.... well...... maybe everyone already went without me... yup.... it doesnt matter.. I just feel alone.. this summer has made me realize lots of stuff... but then again I have learned nothing..... ooooh philosphical... I am just seeing people in a new light... sometimes a better one... but also in a worse..... so I don't know... well.. this is almost babbling so I am going to end it .