Mind Over Matter
Jul. 4th, 2007 11:30 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
transomwhiplassI just wanted to check in and say that, strangely, I feel like I'm in an amazing mood. Well not strange for usual, but strange for here. I just got off AIM with my parents. It was a pretty humorous conversation--I see where I got my goof ball genes. I think what alleviated my stress was that I was pretty upfront with how I was feeling and it was okay. It was okay for me not to be having my mind blown off by everything around me. No blame, no redirection. Just acceptance, some natural worry, but mostly just acceptance.
Today I did stick it alone for a couple hours and visited my sites. Also, I finished my models. Now I have one site left (the favorite one) and need to draw up some documentation. We have a media workshop tomorrow. I think as long as I take it in a really relaxed fashion, it should be fun. Things are going by a smidge faster and I don't catch myself looking at my clocks as often. There is plenty of work ahead but I'm ready to tackle it and get it over with. each day I get more and more excited for Heidi's visit. We are going to have such a blast. If anything, this week has taught me not to take my friendships for granted and let stupid interpersonal shit get between me and my favorite people. Last term was the worst. I hope we can all move on with newly recovered appreciation for each other and not dwell on the rough patches more than absolutely necessary. Okay, time for bed. I already wrote more than I intended. I'm already having time since my verbal declaration. Three cheers for the power of positive thinking.
Today I did stick it alone for a couple hours and visited my sites. Also, I finished my models. Now I have one site left (the favorite one) and need to draw up some documentation. We have a media workshop tomorrow. I think as long as I take it in a really relaxed fashion, it should be fun. Things are going by a smidge faster and I don't catch myself looking at my clocks as often. There is plenty of work ahead but I'm ready to tackle it and get it over with. each day I get more and more excited for Heidi's visit. We are going to have such a blast. If anything, this week has taught me not to take my friendships for granted and let stupid interpersonal shit get between me and my favorite people. Last term was the worst. I hope we can all move on with newly recovered appreciation for each other and not dwell on the rough patches more than absolutely necessary. Okay, time for bed. I already wrote more than I intended. I'm already having time since my verbal declaration. Three cheers for the power of positive thinking.
