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[transomwhiplass]

ok.. I am just going to screw the whole long post about my new years.. it feels so long ago.. I will sum up.. fancy party with some pompous people: 4 members- (ed) Gar: the father, the sheer definition of "pompous" 270-300 lbs.. astrophysics professor at U of H.. Ivy league grad.. former skier (is that even spelled right?) number of times to visit the south pole- 2, Barbara: the wife, small, piano player, Harvard grad, enjoys the life with her husband going off to frequent trips to Aspen, Edgar: the son, probably about 170 lbs? 7th grade.. obsessed with what he THINKS he knows.. believes in a conquest of the world and THINKS he enjoys guns and WOULD ENJOY killing people during his world conquest. Janet: Loud, 5th grader, abandoned after failing to get into the Gifted/Talented program, most likely living it Edgar's shadow. So for hours we sat at these peoples house with almost nothing to eat or drink except for diet coke and diet sprite.. excuse my french but what the fuck is diet sprite.. i didnt even think they made that.. what the hell could be in it?! with less sugar.. sprite is carbonated water o_O.. ok but anyway.. I spent my time playing with a kid in my sisters class (2nd grade).. he is deaf.. I found it really interesting, we played computer games and he knew exactly what to push and do.. based on his 2nd grade level but it struck me that he was better at using the computer than nora (and I am not being mean here).. I was really taken by him because you would think that with such a hindering problem he would be set back beyond the others.. but I found out that it is because he really has cerebral palsy and I know that (from an old friends brother) it sometimes only does physical damage .. so the party may have sucked but at least I felt enlightened.. anyhow.. god how I suck at summarizing. x.x oh well.. 2nd on what I wanted to write.. I heard recently from a friend: I dont know.. I really suck at keeping up with people that I dont go to school with it goes way up on my "things I suck at" list .. I only talk to one person from middle school out of 15!!! And she wasnt even really my best friend in middle school .. I later realized she really was the only person who was really there and a full fledged genuine friend instead of a very good aquaintance.. I think I have much ranted in the past that every year of my middle school career I lost the person I considered to be my best friend to moving away.. basically, I never really talked to them again because I lost their number or some kind of freak accident or just plain laziness I guess.. well that was really off on a tangent.. but anyhow so "this person" contacted me recently and I was really overjoyed to hear from them.. she was one of those people that left and I never really found out why.. it kind of crushed me sometimes wondering why she left school but I kinda stopped thinking about it over time. so anyway just hearing from her made me realize how little I really knew about her and the increasing little I know about her now.. I feel like there are thousands of questions I want to ask her but well.. know she wont.. i think i will leave this at that.. enough of a reflection.. I wonder if scared anyone with that.. being all serious and not happy-go-lucky and hyper.. and I have decided Haikus are the best thing in the world.. jokes are even funnier when expressed in haiku form.

Mr. Miller speaks.
Words come out, but none listen.
The room is snoring.

HA!.. - Sammeh

Comments

[yeli.livejournal.com]

Y'know, I think that it's a requirement of St. Agnes to write haikus when you're bored. ;) I know a bunch of people who used to do that in their free periods. ;)

I loved the Filardo one you had the other day. ;) It brought tears to my eyes. ;)

[superspazmizu.livejournal.com]

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[yeli.livejournal.com]

The one about the butt grooves on the stool!

[[emma]]

[(Anonymous)]

your userpro made me laugh. :) :) hehe. yeah.. um. CP can really vary. i would hate to be severly (i cant spell. severely looks wrong?) physically handicapped but not mentally (i bet you can always tell though.. hmm).. humans are so cruel.
talk to you later.
i need sleep.