"Fellervice" & More
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transomwhiplassShort post.
This was one nutty week. Well.. momentous-nutty.
For one thing, I was elected presdient of Alpha Phi Omega for next year. It's going to be one crazy year, I know.
Studio still vexes my soul.
The banquet invite list is making me very nervous because we haven't booked a caterer or location yet. Of course, we have pretty secure leads but the contracts haven't been signed. Until the ink is dried, I won't be happy. But yeah, I don't actually know how many people are coming - even close. I mean, I guessed 50 because that's what we had last year. I keep having nightmares that it will be like 90. I'm worried about the location not being able to fit that many people. I really need to walk over there and handle it in person. Well, rather Suleima should. I delegated that job out. Eh, we'll see.
I did lots of random APO stuff today instead of architecture stuff. It will all get done in the end, but that's just a look at my current priorities.
I'm feeling really bad about something I may (or may not?) have done and how I may (or may not?) have acted last week. It's too bad that good communication doesn't seem to be part of the bargain otherwise I'd work it out. Leaving it to fester doesn't feel good, but dealing with seems complicated since it will have to be a mutual thing. I don't really know what I'm more afraid of: the kinks working out or it all falling to pieces. I keep thinking that I just really need an attitude readjustment and to pull my head out of my own ass. I feel immature at moments like these when I have such epiphanies as "my attitude/behaviors can be hurtful" or "other people can pick up on my bullshit" or even "other people have feelings." I'm generally a very perceptive person, the problem is I don't aways use this power for good.
I hate being this spiteful. I hope it's just a phase.
ehhh. vague. I want my phone to burn in hell for tricking me into thinking that I got what I wanted but actually showing me that maybe I'm not so sure. Life is such a travashamockery.
This was one nutty week. Well.. momentous-nutty.
For one thing, I was elected presdient of Alpha Phi Omega for next year. It's going to be one crazy year, I know.
Studio still vexes my soul.
The banquet invite list is making me very nervous because we haven't booked a caterer or location yet. Of course, we have pretty secure leads but the contracts haven't been signed. Until the ink is dried, I won't be happy. But yeah, I don't actually know how many people are coming - even close. I mean, I guessed 50 because that's what we had last year. I keep having nightmares that it will be like 90. I'm worried about the location not being able to fit that many people. I really need to walk over there and handle it in person. Well, rather Suleima should. I delegated that job out. Eh, we'll see.
I did lots of random APO stuff today instead of architecture stuff. It will all get done in the end, but that's just a look at my current priorities.
I'm feeling really bad about something I may (or may not?) have done and how I may (or may not?) have acted last week. It's too bad that good communication doesn't seem to be part of the bargain otherwise I'd work it out. Leaving it to fester doesn't feel good, but dealing with seems complicated since it will have to be a mutual thing. I don't really know what I'm more afraid of: the kinks working out or it all falling to pieces. I keep thinking that I just really need an attitude readjustment and to pull my head out of my own ass. I feel immature at moments like these when I have such epiphanies as "my attitude/behaviors can be hurtful" or "other people can pick up on my bullshit" or even "other people have feelings." I'm generally a very perceptive person, the problem is I don't aways use this power for good.
I hate being this spiteful. I hope it's just a phase.
ehhh. vague. I want my phone to burn in hell for tricking me into thinking that I got what I wanted but actually showing me that maybe I'm not so sure. Life is such a travashamockery.
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Date: 2006-05-14 04:28 pm (UTC)Lately, I've been extra-spiteful, too. I think it has to do with living with 8 other people for 9 months...it's a lot, and eventually, people just keep doing things that are so irritating, you just have to say/do something. Ah well, sometimes, it just needs to be said/done.
Eh?
Date: 2006-05-15 08:58 pm (UTC)When's the banquet? I'm planning my own for this weekend of upwards 100 people plus donor forms and such :-/. It's hectic.
I concurr with you though: elected positions suck.
Re: Eh?
Date: 2006-05-17 10:24 am (UTC)The banquet is June 10th. Invitations have not been sent yet. The location hasn't been decided. Food hasn't been ordered. I want to run face first into a very large concrete wall so I can actually associate physical pain with the mental pain I've been feeling for a few days.
Elected positions suck? I actually rather like them. I was just unanimously nominated and elected to presidency - my ego is totally tripping right now.
Haven't heard from you in awhile. Everything okay or are you just being a busy kiddo lately?