something is killing me inside.. emotionally (HAHA.. THE ALIEN HAS DIED [for now] WITH THE POWERS OF ASPRIN COMBINED...!!) ok.. but seriously.. I am really hurting... I don't know why.. I talked to Mabel.. so that was ok.. sorry... I know I promised not to talk about "him" anymore.. but.. its my journal so.. "NWAH!" on you.. uhm.. I don't know whats up with that.. he is making me insane and I don't even see or talk to him.. Mabel worries that I am angry at her.. I don't know.. my thoughts are on a roller coaster... excuse my metaphor.. they went through one crappy tunnel of hate for a while.. I came out of it during finals.... hehe.. all at one instant.... but hearing about him brings me down.. its weird.... well.. thats enough of that..... nora got her hair cut... REALLLY short.. shorter than rachel.. now I have.. 3 brothers.. ^_^.. well.. actually.. I still have 2 and one sister.. anthony has longish hair.. LOL.. ok.. well.. I need to find something to do.... cling to sanity sarah.. yes.. thats a good girl.. HOLY FUCK A HUGE WASP IS ORBITING ..... ::screams::