Gross beaches and PMS..

[transomwhiplass]

wow guys.... funn stuff.. I am SO happy to be home.. ugh.. my dad really knows how to plan the ULTIMATELY WORST vacations... the weekend consisted of a cramped one bedroom, one bath., and one kitchenette/living room.. it was tiny.. shared by 7 people... ohhh.. not to mention like.. this cubby hole with bunk beds shoved in it..... it was awful.. I have emerged hating my family more and more.. the whole time.. my siblings and dad took turns making fun of me... my esteem is at an all time low.. what made it worse was when I tried to fight back and tell my dad he was making me upset.. my grandma(who is usually wonderful) shot me some evil glares.. its the one thing you can't do, insult her son around her.. it got so bad on saturday.. I was fed up.. I was tired.. I felt really crappy.. I just went into the bedroom and bawled my eyes out to my mom.. she wants to send me to her therapist.. "just to help me deal with things" .. I am not totally opposed because I know my dad isn't going to change.. he is just an insensitive prick that makes me hate myself and my life.. I don't want to try for him anymore.. so the rest of the week I just screamed at him.. it worked.. though my grandma thinks I'm a spoiled little brat.. well.... god.... I hate her child.. oh well.. I may have been "overly" sensitive during the first few days... but it doesn't justify anything said..... it really just makes him extra inconsiderate for my problems.. its not my damn fault I was put on this earth as a girl.. it REALLY isnt if you get my drift.. but things went on.. we went to moody gardens, that was ok.. I like moody gardens.. but that means my siblings hated it.. they suck.. we saw an IMAX 3-D (about the space station.. it was pretty interesting) and we rode the IMAX ride (lol.. )...... oh.. and MABEL if you read this: we ate at the restaurant (LMAO.. it was ok.. no one got the buffet)... uhm.. so that was fine.. but guggggggghhhhhgh.. I woke up this morning in HORRIBLE TERRIBLE HELLISH pain..... then we started on the way home.. my dad thinking of all the possible side trips we could take to Kemah and Johnson Space Center.... meanwhile I was trying not to kill something under the influence of what felt like the alien from "Aliens" trying to rip its way through my abdomen...... now that you are writhing...... lol.. I think I am going to do weird stuff this summer... maybe I will garden >_>... I dont know.. I watched a marathon of "trading spaces" on TLC.. I so love that show.... I want to re-do our whole house now.. ooooooooooy.... and something scary.. on one of the episodes they re-did some grammy winner country singer (i think it was a dixie chick)'s rooms and they had the AWESOME light... I just fell in love with it..... it was like.. a super modern funky chandalier thingy.... and as we were leaving the condo place, my dad decided he had to stop at this kite store in this little strip mall.. well, two stores down was a light fixture store.. there was the EXACT same light in the front window.... I screamed.. LOL.... it was really scary.. the guy on the show got a good deal (you can only spend $1000 dollars for remaking a room).. the one in the window was $750 .. haha... oh well.... I love that light though.... ok.. stoping that ramble.. I have to check my email.. clean the SPAM.... ok... maybe more later if I can think of it.. -Sarah