I have a case of the stupidpants...
Mar. 16th, 2005 11:36 amWRITE SARAH WRITE!
Ok, I've never felt this burned out in my life. Never have I been so worried about not getting projects in, this is friggin' ridiculous. I have become completely paralyzed by procrastination. I always knew in the past that I would turn something of quality in and all would be right with the world. Now I'm like - fuck quality, will it even get in?
I have ONE, count it, ONE thing left to do. It is probably the easiest thing out of everything in the last two weeks. It's a 4-6 page paper due at 5. That's 5 hours to basically crank out what I think about about 3rd wave feminism and whether I'm a feminist or not.
Come on Sarah, you rock this hardcore. Get moving.
I hate myself, I read my old papers and goddamnit - I make stuff so hard to live up to. I wrote some really brilliant things in the last two papers - or at least incredibly passionate. I'm like, where the fuck is lady-inspiration right now??
THROW ME A LINE!
I'm going to go see the Decemberists even though I don't deserve it really. I was going to sign up to volunteer so I could go see them from behind the stage for free but I never got over to the WOW hall. Oh well, I'll just see them like a normal person gets to for $8. Anyway, that's tonight if I ever get through these next few hours.
Tomorrow will consist of general frolicking & packing. Friday I'll be shipping myself back to Texas then proceed to have the.. BEST... SPRING BREAK... EVAR? or maybe not. It will probably be rather lazy but as long as I see all the people I wanted to over Christmas but didn't get to - it will have been a successful venture.
Tears for Fears - Everybody Wants to Rule the World has been stuck in my head for the last 48 hours. Hilarious.
Ok, I've never felt this burned out in my life. Never have I been so worried about not getting projects in, this is friggin' ridiculous. I have become completely paralyzed by procrastination. I always knew in the past that I would turn something of quality in and all would be right with the world. Now I'm like - fuck quality, will it even get in?
I have ONE, count it, ONE thing left to do. It is probably the easiest thing out of everything in the last two weeks. It's a 4-6 page paper due at 5. That's 5 hours to basically crank out what I think about about 3rd wave feminism and whether I'm a feminist or not.
Come on Sarah, you rock this hardcore. Get moving.
I hate myself, I read my old papers and goddamnit - I make stuff so hard to live up to. I wrote some really brilliant things in the last two papers - or at least incredibly passionate. I'm like, where the fuck is lady-inspiration right now??
THROW ME A LINE!
I'm going to go see the Decemberists even though I don't deserve it really. I was going to sign up to volunteer so I could go see them from behind the stage for free but I never got over to the WOW hall. Oh well, I'll just see them like a normal person gets to for $8. Anyway, that's tonight if I ever get through these next few hours.
Tomorrow will consist of general frolicking & packing. Friday I'll be shipping myself back to Texas then proceed to have the.. BEST... SPRING BREAK... EVAR? or maybe not. It will probably be rather lazy but as long as I see all the people I wanted to over Christmas but didn't get to - it will have been a successful venture.
Tears for Fears - Everybody Wants to Rule the World has been stuck in my head for the last 48 hours. Hilarious.
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Date: 2005-03-16 08:39 pm (UTC)I'm jealous that you get to see the Decemberists. Have a blast.
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Date: 2005-03-16 09:32 pm (UTC)The planets aligned and I had a million open labs the day before so I got all my research done.
It was so incoherent. Ms. Fristch was like "I think I know what you are trying to say." 91 LOL
I still feel bad about that, it's made me the procrastinator I am today.
Why won't she let you write it on third wave feminism? That's such a joke, it has total historical relevance. The only argument I can see is that it's a US history class and the third wave has more of a global importance. But huh.. that's really weird.
Yes, I'm excited. I get to shake my pantaloons tonight.
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Date: 2005-03-16 10:25 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-03-17 02:24 am (UTC)