lock me up and throw away the key..

[transomwhiplass]

why does mizu think I am some jealous nutcase.. am I.. do I act that way.. I wish I knew.. I do know that I can come of as annoyed and overprotective of people.. but usually not really consciously... I don't think people understand that over half the time I am completely out of reality, lost in my own rapidly changing thoughts.. I just get a fixed stare and I am off in my circle flying off of tangents and jumping to others.. I guess I end up wearing some of these emotions on my face.. I don't know.. if you think I am ticked off at you or something.. just ask.. most chances I am not.. if I am.. I usually like to tell people before it drives me insane.. I have to resolve stuff.. its .. I don't know.. an addiction.. so mizu.. go.. go do stuff.. I really don't care.. when I was upset.. it was when you didn't even say hi or say more than two words to me at lunch in the first 20 minutes.. I know I was being a bitch though.. I like.. wouldn't tell you the questions for some quiz or something o_O.. I don't know.. but.. well.. its ok now ^_^.. you don't have to be within 2 feet of me at all times.. ok? so.. :P... no more excuses -Sarah

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