the horror of my pre-occupation continues...

[transomwhiplass]

In my prior post, a couple hours ago, I mentioned that something was bugging me... or at least on my mind enough to completely distract me from reality.. well.. I was on the couch watching the last bit of Law & Order: Criminal Intent.. which I usually forget to watch. So anyway.. I was sitting there and my mom had just finished fixing a hole in the knee of Nora's pants, she wanted to wear them tomorrow.. after she finished she started reading her book but eventually got caught up in the show.. she put the book down on the little table part of our sectional couch next to the needle.. I guess somehow.. the needle got pushed off the edge just enough to stick out over my seat.. Nora was being super bitch as usual and just punched me in the shoulder for some reason.. I jumped back and tried put my hand on the surface.. all the sudden I felt this pain in my hand.. the needle was like.. half-way in on the palm side under my thumb.. I was terrified.. I just pulled it out really fast.. me being all paranoid I was all.. (haha.. emma.. I didn't say "oh sugar") "oh shit.. god.. I am going to have go to the hospital ..get a tetnus shot.." I was freaking out.. but my mom said not to worry.. it was a new needle and I shouldn't worry about it.. hehe.. god.. but I worry about everything.. my hand still hurts.. but if I wasn't so out of it.. I would have seen Nora coming at me with that angry look in her eye and known not to throw my hand onto a needle.. god.. I have to find out whats bothering me before I manage to kill myself in some act of ignorance...