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transomwhiplasssomething's wrong with me.. I mean... something is making me upset, angry, irritated.. I don't know what.. all I know is that I was driving my mom home from the grocery store and she was launched in coversation:
"do you know how close ryan (my brother's friend) lives to thomas?"
::more blabbing about thomas (volvo guy)::
::me nodding, feeling upset for some reason::
Then.. I got in the wrong damn lane.. the stupid gessner light at memorial.. there are three lanes.. right turn only, straight, and left turn.. I was supposed to go into the middle but I got into the left one.. and.. haha emma.. I didn't say "Oh sugar".. my mom didnt really care.. she just said "dont worry just turn left and go through the neighborhood" so I did.. then she indicated for me to get in the right lane.. and I guess since I thought that it was after a light and no one was behind me.. that the people aiming that direction hadn't gotten the green yet (does that make sense).. so me.. now forgetting everything I was doing at my driving lesson on friday.. which I was so excited because and I quote myself "I LEARNED SO MUCH!!! ^_^".. but I like.. forgot everything.. switched lanes without using my right mirror.. and almost got myself rear-ended by this guy in a red sports car.. so he beeped his little horn, changed lanes, flicked me off, and passed me.. I don't know.. it didnt bother me so much as the fact that there is something upsetting me.. but I have no idea what.. I wish I knew what was bothering me.. but now I think about it.. it be big if it bothers me more than getting me, my mom, and my sister.. in what would have been a rather nasty accident.. hm.. I will return to my brooding.. -Sarah
"do you know how close ryan (my brother's friend) lives to thomas?"
::more blabbing about thomas (volvo guy)::
::me nodding, feeling upset for some reason::
Then.. I got in the wrong damn lane.. the stupid gessner light at memorial.. there are three lanes.. right turn only, straight, and left turn.. I was supposed to go into the middle but I got into the left one.. and.. haha emma.. I didn't say "Oh sugar".. my mom didnt really care.. she just said "dont worry just turn left and go through the neighborhood" so I did.. then she indicated for me to get in the right lane.. and I guess since I thought that it was after a light and no one was behind me.. that the people aiming that direction hadn't gotten the green yet (does that make sense).. so me.. now forgetting everything I was doing at my driving lesson on friday.. which I was so excited because and I quote myself "I LEARNED SO MUCH!!! ^_^".. but I like.. forgot everything.. switched lanes without using my right mirror.. and almost got myself rear-ended by this guy in a red sports car.. so he beeped his little horn, changed lanes, flicked me off, and passed me.. I don't know.. it didnt bother me so much as the fact that there is something upsetting me.. but I have no idea what.. I wish I knew what was bothering me.. but now I think about it.. it be big if it bothers me more than getting me, my mom, and my sister.. in what would have been a rather nasty accident.. hm.. I will return to my brooding.. -Sarah
