Dilemma...
Mar. 16th, 2004 12:38 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
transomwhiplassToday was awful... I had nothing to do. I actually wanted homework.. I actually thought about messing up my room so I could clean it... I actually logged into AIM for all of 5 minutes..
My tummy hurts toooo...
To avoid today's dilemma, I went to Randall's and bought a positive shit-load of baking supplies. I have everything:
- Flour
- Granulated Sugar
- Powdered Sugar
- Brown Sugar
- Eggs
- Milk
- Chocolate chips
- Cake mix
- Oatmeal
- Peanut butter
- Muffin mix
Tomorrow is "Crazy-Sarah-in-the-Kitchen" day. Haha. That is my solution, tomorrow I shall bake. And it shalt be good. I'm going to have so many cookies, cakes, muffins, brownies, tarts, pastries, sugar, carbs that I won't know what to do with myself. I don't plan on eating my creations.. just baking them. Yep.
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Dad says I need a job. I agree. However, he wants me to be a lifeguard. I don't want to be a lifeguard. I don't think the YMCA wants me to be a lifeguard. Mary is applying for every job out there it seems. Suggestions, folks?
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I'd like to do a new LJ layout. I love this one to bits but its time.. I'm having monumental trouble. I've gone through all of my saved picture files, all my favorite color schemes. I've pretty much settled that all of it must be my own art.. but that involves, you know, doin' something...
Someone was bugging me about a new website layout. Whatever. My website is so out of date. So cookie cutter. I just want to vomit on it. I haven't had any time for it. Inspiration has been even less. BLAH!
I should finish my Strokes vectors but I don't have the attention span to pay homage and do the beautiful Niko, Jules, & Albie justice.
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As you can see.. I do have stuff to do. However, my "creative juice" is rather low and fizzling/cracking/evaporating into nothing but dust. I have no vision... this is painful.
I want to paint a mural on my wall. That would be so cool. Only: I have no inspiration, I have no paint, and my walls are frikkin' happy sunshine yellow. Oh, and I also can't paint. Seriously. Everything I paint is ugly as sin. I can draw and stuff, I can usually computer design something pretty snazzy but my talent with paint is equivalent to that of your average kindergartener.
I had a bitchy rant about diversity quotas and pedophilia but I deleted it because I couldn't phrase it right. While I was arguing against the current obsession with all things "PC", I figured I'd probably get mauled by someone for not being "PC." Instead of facing a rather cyclical argument and starting a fued, I just deleted it. Meh.
I'm tired, my brain isn't working. My chin hurts.
My tummy hurts toooo...
To avoid today's dilemma, I went to Randall's and bought a positive shit-load of baking supplies. I have everything:
- Flour
- Granulated Sugar
- Powdered Sugar
- Brown Sugar
- Eggs
- Milk
- Chocolate chips
- Cake mix
- Oatmeal
- Peanut butter
- Muffin mix
Tomorrow is "Crazy-Sarah-in-the-Kitchen" day. Haha. That is my solution, tomorrow I shall bake. And it shalt be good. I'm going to have so many cookies, cakes, muffins, brownies, tarts, pastries, sugar, carbs that I won't know what to do with myself. I don't plan on eating my creations.. just baking them. Yep.
---
Dad says I need a job. I agree. However, he wants me to be a lifeguard. I don't want to be a lifeguard. I don't think the YMCA wants me to be a lifeguard. Mary is applying for every job out there it seems. Suggestions, folks?
---
I'd like to do a new LJ layout. I love this one to bits but its time.. I'm having monumental trouble. I've gone through all of my saved picture files, all my favorite color schemes. I've pretty much settled that all of it must be my own art.. but that involves, you know, doin' something...
Someone was bugging me about a new website layout. Whatever. My website is so out of date. So cookie cutter. I just want to vomit on it. I haven't had any time for it. Inspiration has been even less. BLAH!
I should finish my Strokes vectors but I don't have the attention span to pay homage and do the beautiful Niko, Jules, & Albie justice.
---
As you can see.. I do have stuff to do. However, my "creative juice" is rather low and fizzling/cracking/evaporating into nothing but dust. I have no vision... this is painful.
I want to paint a mural on my wall. That would be so cool. Only: I have no inspiration, I have no paint, and my walls are frikkin' happy sunshine yellow. Oh, and I also can't paint. Seriously. Everything I paint is ugly as sin. I can draw and stuff, I can usually computer design something pretty snazzy but my talent with paint is equivalent to that of your average kindergartener.
I had a bitchy rant about diversity quotas and pedophilia but I deleted it because I couldn't phrase it right. While I was arguing against the current obsession with all things "PC", I figured I'd probably get mauled by someone for not being "PC." Instead of facing a rather cyclical argument and starting a fued, I just deleted it. Meh.
I'm tired, my brain isn't working. My chin hurts.
