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Feb. 7th, 2004 12:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
transomwhiplassWell, I haven't publically posted much in the last few days. I started typing and then stuff descended into dark horrible secrets of overwhelming mystery and shock value.
No. Really I bitched myself into a corner and rather than admit defeat, I just privated it. Woo!
So, what's up.
Thursday was depressing. My concert was really stupid and crappy - my back hurt like a frikkin' mofo from a full hour of the "playing-perch" sitting position. I was really unhappy and pissed off: I got to school at 6:50 to read a chapter for my government test(I forgot to take my book home! I was really ticked because I put it back in my locker at the end of the day without a second thought.) and after all that effort, the test was incredibly hard, random, and abstract. I'm really worried I failed - horribly. "The Apprentice" was really good but the extreme enticement for the next episode almost killed me, I'm not going to make it. That show is so awesome. Donald Trump is so creepy and his hair is so bad but watching him say to George Steinbrenner "I love you" ::hug:: "I love you too, Donald." It was crazy old rich man slash, I died laughing.
Friday was mildly depressing, I carried over the crap from the prior day. I found out Mary didn't get into Rice, that was really upsetting. *To Mary: I'm not really angry about the joke, so don't be upset with Niki for telling me. I just hope that isn't what you think, I have no vendetta against Andrew. He makes you happy, I thought we settled this - but btw, tell him to stop wearing his purple cellphone around his neck, he is going to get raped in an alley or something.* I was really, really upset when I heard - I moped most of the day & like 5 people asked what was wrong. It was the first time anyone of my close friends got an actual rejection from a school. I think she was interested in Rice. That sucked. Honestly, then it just became sheer paranoia for the future.
Didn't go to Laura's thing, I tried to call her but I couldn't get her to answer her cell. I hope she isn't pissed off at me for not showing up, I really needed to just be at home & go to bed moderately early so I could wake myself up this morning.
ACT- Not hard, well... Grammar & Reading sections (especially reading) were REALLY easy. Math was fine but I didn't pace myself, I ended up just filling the last 4-5 bubbles in aimlessly because of time. Science, whoa. It wasn't hard because I had never taken it before (except for a practice. Soph year?) I had NO concept of time. I spent too much on this one experiment, freaked out because I thought I had more questions than I actually did. I rushed through the 2nd to last experiment, only reading the questions (it happened to be on with a lot of data in the paragraphs so I was kind of screwed) and then filling in random ovals for the last experiment. I would do better on the next one but, yeah.. I put this off till the last minute. Feh.. I think I did fine.
I have something to do.
No. Really I bitched myself into a corner and rather than admit defeat, I just privated it. Woo!
So, what's up.
Thursday was depressing. My concert was really stupid and crappy - my back hurt like a frikkin' mofo from a full hour of the "playing-perch" sitting position. I was really unhappy and pissed off: I got to school at 6:50 to read a chapter for my government test(I forgot to take my book home! I was really ticked because I put it back in my locker at the end of the day without a second thought.) and after all that effort, the test was incredibly hard, random, and abstract. I'm really worried I failed - horribly. "The Apprentice" was really good but the extreme enticement for the next episode almost killed me, I'm not going to make it. That show is so awesome. Donald Trump is so creepy and his hair is so bad but watching him say to George Steinbrenner "I love you" ::hug:: "I love you too, Donald." It was crazy old rich man slash, I died laughing.
Friday was mildly depressing, I carried over the crap from the prior day. I found out Mary didn't get into Rice, that was really upsetting. *To Mary: I'm not really angry about the joke, so don't be upset with Niki for telling me. I just hope that isn't what you think, I have no vendetta against Andrew. He makes you happy, I thought we settled this - but btw, tell him to stop wearing his purple cellphone around his neck, he is going to get raped in an alley or something.* I was really, really upset when I heard - I moped most of the day & like 5 people asked what was wrong. It was the first time anyone of my close friends got an actual rejection from a school. I think she was interested in Rice. That sucked. Honestly, then it just became sheer paranoia for the future.
Didn't go to Laura's thing, I tried to call her but I couldn't get her to answer her cell. I hope she isn't pissed off at me for not showing up, I really needed to just be at home & go to bed moderately early so I could wake myself up this morning.
ACT- Not hard, well... Grammar & Reading sections (especially reading) were REALLY easy. Math was fine but I didn't pace myself, I ended up just filling the last 4-5 bubbles in aimlessly because of time. Science, whoa. It wasn't hard because I had never taken it before (except for a practice. Soph year?) I had NO concept of time. I spent too much on this one experiment, freaked out because I thought I had more questions than I actually did. I rushed through the 2nd to last experiment, only reading the questions (it happened to be on with a lot of data in the paragraphs so I was kind of screwed) and then filling in random ovals for the last experiment. I would do better on the next one but, yeah.. I put this off till the last minute. Feh.. I think I did fine.
I have something to do.
