Oh my god I want to cry...
Oct. 21st, 2003 08:41 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
transomwhiplassKarma has just struck me with a HEAVY & swift kick in the ass.
Ok, so I get home. I do my service paper BEFORE it is due. I tried all of my friday problems, to some extent. Did my english homework. I was about to start reading for economics or philosophy when the bright idea:
"Hey let me save those 2 files from my laptop so that I can get it fixed and get Ms. S of my ass"
I open up my computer. I knew I had 30% battery left but my computer wouldn't start. What the fuck I thought when all the sudden I shifted my leg and the horror came over my eyes. The glare of light illuminated this HUGE fucking crack on the screen. I AM SO GODDAMN ANGRY. If I would have just gotten it fixed a few weeks ago.. it would be ok. But no. I think the housekeeper stepped on it, or one of my retarded siblings. It was moved, which makes me think the housekeeper. I should have put it in a better spot. GUUGHGGHUGHGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T KNOW.. I JUST KNOW I DIDN'T STEP ON IT. MY STUPID DOGS AT ALL MY REESE'S. MY SISTER IS IN PSYCHO BITCH MODE. MY MOM MYSTERIOUSLY DISAPPEARED IN THE LAST HALF HOUR. I'M FREAKING OUT. HAVING A CRISIS ON CONSCIENCE. I'M STILL CONSUMED IN THIS WHIRLWIND OF EMOTIONS WHICH HAS AUGMENTED INTO A HURRICANE OVER THE DAY. I'M TYPING IN CAPS. I NEED TO GET OVER MYSELF. I NEED TO GET OVER OTHER PEOPLES STUFF.
Here is what I'm going to do:
Tell Ms. S that it got fixed, I brought it home, and someone stepped on it. I will tell her that there is no way my parents will pay for it to get fixed, no way I can pay (I've spent a HUGE sum of money this week on off campus, 2 cds, etc) and if she wants to try and fail me.. I will drop her class. I don't want to, I will tell her, but I have no choice because I do not have a computer. I don't think I need one, I've just been using my groupmates' laptops. But if she has such a bug up her ass, open lab it is. I get free time and she loses the only student that has a frikkin' clue.
Ok, so I get home. I do my service paper BEFORE it is due. I tried all of my friday problems, to some extent. Did my english homework. I was about to start reading for economics or philosophy when the bright idea:
"Hey let me save those 2 files from my laptop so that I can get it fixed and get Ms. S of my ass"
I open up my computer. I knew I had 30% battery left but my computer wouldn't start. What the fuck I thought when all the sudden I shifted my leg and the horror came over my eyes. The glare of light illuminated this HUGE fucking crack on the screen. I AM SO GODDAMN ANGRY. If I would have just gotten it fixed a few weeks ago.. it would be ok. But no. I think the housekeeper stepped on it, or one of my retarded siblings. It was moved, which makes me think the housekeeper. I should have put it in a better spot. GUUGHGGHUGHGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T KNOW.. I JUST KNOW I DIDN'T STEP ON IT. MY STUPID DOGS AT ALL MY REESE'S. MY SISTER IS IN PSYCHO BITCH MODE. MY MOM MYSTERIOUSLY DISAPPEARED IN THE LAST HALF HOUR. I'M FREAKING OUT. HAVING A CRISIS ON CONSCIENCE. I'M STILL CONSUMED IN THIS WHIRLWIND OF EMOTIONS WHICH HAS AUGMENTED INTO A HURRICANE OVER THE DAY. I'M TYPING IN CAPS. I NEED TO GET OVER MYSELF. I NEED TO GET OVER OTHER PEOPLES STUFF.
Here is what I'm going to do:
Tell Ms. S that it got fixed, I brought it home, and someone stepped on it. I will tell her that there is no way my parents will pay for it to get fixed, no way I can pay (I've spent a HUGE sum of money this week on off campus, 2 cds, etc) and if she wants to try and fail me.. I will drop her class. I don't want to, I will tell her, but I have no choice because I do not have a computer. I don't think I need one, I've just been using my groupmates' laptops. But if she has such a bug up her ass, open lab it is. I get free time and she loses the only student that has a frikkin' clue.
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CHEER UP!!!! Pls or I'm going to get depressed too and it's really not the gud time to.
Just think of sthing nice and remember that it could be worse.AND SMILE.