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transomwhiplassWOOOO.. I just passed my second driving lesson! Off neighborhood.. its not that the moving is difficult.. it's that damn commentary.. I can never get them all.. I think I am getting better though so that is SUPER or in "Mizu-ish" UBER nifteh.... so yay.. my next lesson is friday.. I gotta practice.. but other than that.. I can SEE my liscence now.. I have already been able to observe (we have to do the same amount of observation as driving, every lesson) 2 final tests.. one guy got a 91.. today.. he got a 70.. LMAO.. but he passed... ok.. so yay again.. very happy!
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Today was sooooooooooo long... I think I am finally adjusting to the new changes in the group.. I am always weird for a while after even one new person.. Rachel knows this.. I can be stand-offish, rude, and overprotective of my "territory" lol.. but its true.. so now its been even harder than normal with several people making there way over for daily lunch with us.. I just.. have to get comfortable.. being the super introvert I am... as soon as I am ok with the people around.. I can be really loud again.. but till then.. I sit around and make small talk with those I know.. but anyway.. today I felt a lot better.. I talked to mizu.. that was good it helped.. THANKS MIZU.. anyway.. but today was good.. lunch can be fun again!
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OY.. I am sooooo excited about the concert.. someone has to come with me.. Mizu come with pleeeeeeeeeeease.... I don't know.. if your mom wants to get you just to my house (I don't know how much that helps).. but if no one wants to drive you back to Katy.. you can stay over here.. provided you have nothing to do sunday.. same goes for anyone who will go with me!.. ok.. so that will be fun!.. also.. with grouply-happenings.. I know it is dumb.. but I SO think we should go to astroworld.. I know I know.. stupid.. but.. it would be fun.. I mean... I had fun at Dallas.. its cool walking around.. I mean.. and its super fun to just goof around there.. so... that would be cool.. we need to do that.. yes.. hehe
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school was so long today... I had everything first so it was ok by lunch..no stress... I am ticked of with volvo guy.. I want to stop riding with him.. he used to be funny.. but now... I don't know.. he just bores me.. and ignores me (excuse the rhyme, UNINTENTIONAL).. I don't like feeling like I don't exist.. and I can't stand the people who do it... god.. sometimes he takes me all the way home on days after orchestra.. but for this week... we have been a whole hour early without orchestra and he drops me off where I sit for like over 2 hours waiting to get picked up... I hate it... I wouldnt care.. but I hate how inconsiderate he is being just magically surprising me... so.. I am dying for that liscense.. I wont be able to get it till my birthday.. days before school starts.. but I am ready to just not rely on anyone for transportation.. that has become my greatest annoyance lately.. hm.. lemme see... OY.. I am not getting a ride tomorrow.. and of course not Friday... is anyone staying after.. watch I probably picked the one day everyone is busy... oh well.. boys get out early..
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Notes & Thoughts: My favorite thing in the world is being acknowledged.. thats why it drives me absolutely crazy when people ignore me.. I wonder if I exist and feel worthless... I think few understand this.. but whenever someone says "hi", smiles, or waves.. I feel happy for the rest of the day.. unless something bad happens.. but I don't know.. I was thinking about that earlier.. hehe ok.. I am gonna do stuff.. -Sarah
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Today was sooooooooooo long... I think I am finally adjusting to the new changes in the group.. I am always weird for a while after even one new person.. Rachel knows this.. I can be stand-offish, rude, and overprotective of my "territory" lol.. but its true.. so now its been even harder than normal with several people making there way over for daily lunch with us.. I just.. have to get comfortable.. being the super introvert I am... as soon as I am ok with the people around.. I can be really loud again.. but till then.. I sit around and make small talk with those I know.. but anyway.. today I felt a lot better.. I talked to mizu.. that was good it helped.. THANKS MIZU.. anyway.. but today was good.. lunch can be fun again!
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OY.. I am sooooo excited about the concert.. someone has to come with me.. Mizu come with pleeeeeeeeeeease.... I don't know.. if your mom wants to get you just to my house (I don't know how much that helps).. but if no one wants to drive you back to Katy.. you can stay over here.. provided you have nothing to do sunday.. same goes for anyone who will go with me!.. ok.. so that will be fun!.. also.. with grouply-happenings.. I know it is dumb.. but I SO think we should go to astroworld.. I know I know.. stupid.. but.. it would be fun.. I mean... I had fun at Dallas.. its cool walking around.. I mean.. and its super fun to just goof around there.. so... that would be cool.. we need to do that.. yes.. hehe
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school was so long today... I had everything first so it was ok by lunch..no stress... I am ticked of with volvo guy.. I want to stop riding with him.. he used to be funny.. but now... I don't know.. he just bores me.. and ignores me (excuse the rhyme, UNINTENTIONAL).. I don't like feeling like I don't exist.. and I can't stand the people who do it... god.. sometimes he takes me all the way home on days after orchestra.. but for this week... we have been a whole hour early without orchestra and he drops me off where I sit for like over 2 hours waiting to get picked up... I hate it... I wouldnt care.. but I hate how inconsiderate he is being just magically surprising me... so.. I am dying for that liscense.. I wont be able to get it till my birthday.. days before school starts.. but I am ready to just not rely on anyone for transportation.. that has become my greatest annoyance lately.. hm.. lemme see... OY.. I am not getting a ride tomorrow.. and of course not Friday... is anyone staying after.. watch I probably picked the one day everyone is busy... oh well.. boys get out early..
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Notes & Thoughts: My favorite thing in the world is being acknowledged.. thats why it drives me absolutely crazy when people ignore me.. I wonder if I exist and feel worthless... I think few understand this.. but whenever someone says "hi", smiles, or waves.. I feel happy for the rest of the day.. unless something bad happens.. but I don't know.. I was thinking about that earlier.. hehe ok.. I am gonna do stuff.. -Sarah
