Triple post.

[transomwhiplass]

WHY DO I FEEL SO HORRIBLE?!

ITS NOT LIKE IT MATTERS TO ME.

UGH, I JUST FEEL BETRAYED.

I'M AN OVER EMOTIONAL AND DEMANDING PERSON.

I need to get over this STUPID pettiness. I don't know if I want to cry or scream.

Sarah is a stupid freak. She will die alone in a pool of her own pity and self-loathing.

Confident Sarah is dead for the weekend thanks to one and a half sentences.

I guess I wasn't done "snapping" and my emotional breakdown didn't complete itself Thursday at lunch.

I'm going to my room to finish what I started; cry my eyes out, sleep, and hope for a hell of a better tomorrow.

Comments

[starryj.livejournal.com]

wow. you're having the day i had yesterday...

it's okay. tomorrow will be better. it's amazing how the people you never would have thought would be there for you suddenly show up and, well, make your day.

and you'll never die alone in a pool of your own pity and self-loathing. you have friends; they love you, they'd never let you do that. i'm not sure what happened, but you know what? fuck it, you're better than that. and you know you are, so there's no need to worry.

if i were at home, i'd bake you cookies so you'd feel better. i hope everything works out!

joyce

[sammehtosh.livejournal.com]

Thanks Joyce. You are so sweet. I was feeling really miserable last night, I just found out that ALL of my friends were going to homecoming. Even though I don't want to go, it still sucks to feel left out.

Patricia was telling Marcia about some of your college adventures in English. Marcia is completely envious that you know the guy from 7th heaven. ^_^

I'm sorry your yesterday sucked too.

AAgh this is awful!

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