har har har..
May. 20th, 2003 10:00 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
transomwhiplassI started an update of my weekend a few days ago and never finished it, I put it on private till I got around to it. I my doubting whether I will finish.
Incidently, I realized I had my very last quiz and (normal) test today. Classes have been *generally* relaxed and I'm just trying to coast it to break.
I need to get my hours in, and I need to talk to teacher about service project, etc. I need to talk to counselor about block next year. Ignore those little FYI's.
The "Reflections" came out and I was proud. My name first under "Editor-in-Chief," thinking, "hey.. at least I was in charge of the Lit magazine." Over the day, pride turned to shame as people muttered about typos, contributors listed whose work did not get in some how, and we had that mess up which I *thought* we fixed, but I got a screwed up one. I'm so dismayed to be the "editor" of something clearly never "edited," oh well.. what the hell, eh??
Pre-Cal was funny today. It was like a teacher's party.
History was soooooooooo easy. My paper, er... was long.
I'm tired and angry at the Sims which keeps freezing at the same place. Bloody hell. XP is a nasty bitch and should die. Microsoft 2000 is at least stable. DO NOT GET XP, IT IS BAD.. IT IS ALMOST AS CRASHABLE AS 98. 2000 is as good as *microsoft* gets, no blue screen and stable like a rock... like a rock. I can run 50 bazillion programs and be using AIM and Winamp and it keeps its cool. XP freaks out at every turn that is not a basic task, NOT FOR GAMEPLAY!!
Anyway. I have no homework. I don't know what to do with myself. I don't have homework to not be doing, this is really bothering. I need to find something not to do. I need to move away from Catch 22, I'm starting to develop my own absurd world and I feel super paranoid and someone is e-mailing me to be a communist, or something. Insaaaaaaaaane.
I'm freezing, or I was, I am. The house is super cold *for once* and I'm absolutely bundled in sweatshirt and afghan.
People want me to hold a party at the house. A "sammeh" party, *cough cough*. Anyway.. I should talk to my mom. I'm worried my parents are going to tease me because now we have strange little boys hanging around and I will just feel *obligated* to invite them. How embarressing. Where did all these strange little boys come from, why does it seem like Mary is unable to breath without connection to Allan - she used to be the most indepent, free standing organism I knew of, why does Niki disapear when I need/want to talk to her most? why do I have so many questions??
I had a revolution today. For a brief, shining 5 minutes. I felt like I belonged in someway and was no longer feeling ashamed to just be in existance. Must have been a hormone flux or something. Regardless, it was nice and for a minute my mind was at great peace. Too bad the peace can't last with everything going on. Anyway.... yeah, I have stuff to not be doing!!
Incidently, I realized I had my very last quiz and (normal) test today. Classes have been *generally* relaxed and I'm just trying to coast it to break.
I need to get my hours in, and I need to talk to teacher about service project, etc. I need to talk to counselor about block next year. Ignore those little FYI's.
The "Reflections" came out and I was proud. My name first under "Editor-in-Chief," thinking, "hey.. at least I was in charge of the Lit magazine." Over the day, pride turned to shame as people muttered about typos, contributors listed whose work did not get in some how, and we had that mess up which I *thought* we fixed, but I got a screwed up one. I'm so dismayed to be the "editor" of something clearly never "edited," oh well.. what the hell, eh??
Pre-Cal was funny today. It was like a teacher's party.
History was soooooooooo easy. My paper, er... was long.
I'm tired and angry at the Sims which keeps freezing at the same place. Bloody hell. XP is a nasty bitch and should die. Microsoft 2000 is at least stable. DO NOT GET XP, IT IS BAD.. IT IS ALMOST AS CRASHABLE AS 98. 2000 is as good as *microsoft* gets, no blue screen and stable like a rock... like a rock. I can run 50 bazillion programs and be using AIM and Winamp and it keeps its cool. XP freaks out at every turn that is not a basic task, NOT FOR GAMEPLAY!!
Anyway. I have no homework. I don't know what to do with myself. I don't have homework to not be doing, this is really bothering. I need to find something not to do. I need to move away from Catch 22, I'm starting to develop my own absurd world and I feel super paranoid and someone is e-mailing me to be a communist, or something. Insaaaaaaaaane.
I'm freezing, or I was, I am. The house is super cold *for once* and I'm absolutely bundled in sweatshirt and afghan.
People want me to hold a party at the house. A "sammeh" party, *cough cough*. Anyway.. I should talk to my mom. I'm worried my parents are going to tease me because now we have strange little boys hanging around and I will just feel *obligated* to invite them. How embarressing. Where did all these strange little boys come from, why does it seem like Mary is unable to breath without connection to Allan - she used to be the most indepent, free standing organism I knew of, why does Niki disapear when I need/want to talk to her most? why do I have so many questions??
I had a revolution today. For a brief, shining 5 minutes. I felt like I belonged in someway and was no longer feeling ashamed to just be in existance. Must have been a hormone flux or something. Regardless, it was nice and for a minute my mind was at great peace. Too bad the peace can't last with everything going on. Anyway.... yeah, I have stuff to not be doing!!
