Humdrum sorta week..
May. 13th, 2003 01:13 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
transomwhiplassOk.. I REALLY need to get to my English final essay. I've turned into such a bullshitter and I'm not even a senior yet. I can't afford to do this to myself. I see how little effort things require but I feel like - why even waste a bit when I can spend none. I used to like, hyperventilate in middle school if it was 11 and my homework wasn't done. Now its like 1:30 - "hm.. I oughta start..nah."
It's because of the TV. I need to break my attachment to the television. I'm not responsible enough to have one in my room. I love reruns too much to miss one. I need to seriously cut back.
Today was such a lazy day. I fucked up a totally simple history assignment. I did half last week and misjudged how long the second half would take and when I could do it. I would have finished - no prob in Journalism had we not been assembling the "Reflections" and I could have done it in morality but I was to tired first period. I'm in a dangerous cycle. I need to get out.
Mary *cough* you aren't missing me by much if any as far as grades- remember Algebra & English are honors so you get the 4 regardless. Lating is whipping my ass. I hate it so much. Grammar makes no sense to me. I hit my peak freshman year an its been like negative knowledge for awhile.
I will now get 2 free periods a day for awhile. I will enjoy these double chunks of freedom, the classes follow eachother, and use them for all they are worth- I hope.
I need to find a way to fill 2 semesters. I'm not taking Latin 4, no one is - though it would probably be at Strake & no work; will not run that tiny offchance. I don't want to take Bio 2. I hear bad things. Biology was ok freshman year but now I acknowledged that I soaked up very little and had no real care for the subject. So now, I'm left with a problem. I'm thinking Drawing 2 and something else, photography? or possibly Spanish 1. I don't know. I won't cave to open lab.. Ms. Miller ::shudder::. I'm not worried about caving on Bio 2. I was looking at Rice Arch. program (my current fancy) and they only require 2 years. So I'm already over the requirement. Here are their course requirements and my post-senior year probably credits:
English - 4, 4
Social Studies - 2, 3
Math - 3, 4.5
Foreign Language - 2, 3
Lab Science - 2, 3
+ 3 credits in any above. I'll have at least 4.5.
I'm on the right track. I have to work on my math SAT score & pick some SAT IIs. I need to choose 2, soon.
Ok, I'm groggy and that paper, oy.. that paper. Its not that I'm stupid or incredibly irresponsible.. I'm just fed up with everything we have to put up with. I don't want to keep trying for the people who can't even see me. I need a new crowd, a new environment to work it.. something to work towards. SAA isn't giving that to me. I'm an arrow lacking a direction. The only sure place I'm going is down right now. I'm to tired to continue this extensive metaphor and I need to save it for my essay.
It's because of the TV. I need to break my attachment to the television. I'm not responsible enough to have one in my room. I love reruns too much to miss one. I need to seriously cut back.
Today was such a lazy day. I fucked up a totally simple history assignment. I did half last week and misjudged how long the second half would take and when I could do it. I would have finished - no prob in Journalism had we not been assembling the "Reflections" and I could have done it in morality but I was to tired first period. I'm in a dangerous cycle. I need to get out.
Mary *cough* you aren't missing me by much if any as far as grades- remember Algebra & English are honors so you get the 4 regardless. Lating is whipping my ass. I hate it so much. Grammar makes no sense to me. I hit my peak freshman year an its been like negative knowledge for awhile.
I will now get 2 free periods a day for awhile. I will enjoy these double chunks of freedom, the classes follow eachother, and use them for all they are worth- I hope.
I need to find a way to fill 2 semesters. I'm not taking Latin 4, no one is - though it would probably be at Strake & no work; will not run that tiny offchance. I don't want to take Bio 2. I hear bad things. Biology was ok freshman year but now I acknowledged that I soaked up very little and had no real care for the subject. So now, I'm left with a problem. I'm thinking Drawing 2 and something else, photography? or possibly Spanish 1. I don't know. I won't cave to open lab.. Ms. Miller ::shudder::. I'm not worried about caving on Bio 2. I was looking at Rice Arch. program (my current fancy) and they only require 2 years. So I'm already over the requirement. Here are their course requirements and my post-senior year probably credits:
English - 4, 4
Social Studies - 2, 3
Math - 3, 4.5
Foreign Language - 2, 3
Lab Science - 2, 3
+ 3 credits in any above. I'll have at least 4.5.
I'm on the right track. I have to work on my math SAT score & pick some SAT IIs. I need to choose 2, soon.
Ok, I'm groggy and that paper, oy.. that paper. Its not that I'm stupid or incredibly irresponsible.. I'm just fed up with everything we have to put up with. I don't want to keep trying for the people who can't even see me. I need a new crowd, a new environment to work it.. something to work towards. SAA isn't giving that to me. I'm an arrow lacking a direction. The only sure place I'm going is down right now. I'm to tired to continue this extensive metaphor and I need to save it for my essay.
