My tongue hurts like a mofo..
May. 12th, 2003 12:05 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
transomwhiplassMy tongue hurts, I think its because I had a huge wad of sugary gum two days ago and a lollipop. Two much sugar always makes my tongue hurt, but its soooooo good.
This was a v. uneventful weekend. We had the banquet and that was alright. The Indian food wasn't half bad. It wasn't as exciting as last. I had more fun last weekend. I also was up before 9 last weekend. Maybe a relation?? I don't know.
I think I may stick out orchestra another year. It may be suicide but I will demand some respect. I will have tolerated Mr. H's b.s. for 4 years. He owes me one if you ask me. It's not like I need the credit. It should be a lot more fun than it is, everyone wants to quit all the time. Except being in orchestra also puts you up for a level chicken-shit-dom. I.E. Everyone says they will but they end up like me.. still in it.
Yeah. Merideth got the award AGAIN. Ok. It's not like I deserved it at all. Yes. She does everything it requires. She is nice, she is devoted, she is a great harpist. But for the love of god. This is the 3rd year. Why even vote. Next year I want to beat her over the head with it. She is too nice for her own good. She is the sweetest person in the world. I hate people that are so good that I can't hate them. I totally admit that she deserves it, they should probably name those awards after her once she graduates but it just sort of hurts because we all put a lot of time into everthing but there is no competing with her. Even I, who despises her wonderfull-ness, admires her go-get-them spirit. It's probably her mother's doing, look.. she is even getting awards at these banquets now. Ooooh well.
I think orchestra should get goddamn certificates for being in symphony orchestra. The band people do. We don't even get a choice. How hard is it to draft those 20 odd pieces of paper. I demand a little recognition. Also, the orchestra is small enough I think we should all get awards. I never get any awards. I'm so not awardable. How the hell am I supposed to get into college when people won't yield me positions of leadership or awards.
It will be really hilarious when I rule the world or some large country (which I will settle for, provided it has a hospitable climate) and they do one of those "Chicken Soup for the Soul"-y stories on my life. Like that b.s. one they tell about Einstein doing bad at school (he did ONLY because he was a Jewish boy in discriminating German society) but along those lines line. Sarah Oaks, highly decorated and insane dictator of country-X never got any recognition or leadership positions in her younger years. Then maybe they will write a movie about me like that one about the art dealer who turned down Hitler which leaves you wondering - if he had accepted Hitler's work, would Hitler killed millions of people in WWII? If Sarah had been yielded that silly position on Student Council and given that certificate of merit in a meaningless subject or faculties favorite suck-up of the year award- would she have become a tyrant to our society? Hahaha. Sorry, my evil sadistic ego comes out about this time at night.
Well, I have a tiny chunk - SERIOUSLY.. TINY! to finish up before I go to bed. I better get that done now.
This was a v. uneventful weekend. We had the banquet and that was alright. The Indian food wasn't half bad. It wasn't as exciting as last. I had more fun last weekend. I also was up before 9 last weekend. Maybe a relation?? I don't know.
I think I may stick out orchestra another year. It may be suicide but I will demand some respect. I will have tolerated Mr. H's b.s. for 4 years. He owes me one if you ask me. It's not like I need the credit. It should be a lot more fun than it is, everyone wants to quit all the time. Except being in orchestra also puts you up for a level chicken-shit-dom. I.E. Everyone says they will but they end up like me.. still in it.
Yeah. Merideth got the award AGAIN. Ok. It's not like I deserved it at all. Yes. She does everything it requires. She is nice, she is devoted, she is a great harpist. But for the love of god. This is the 3rd year. Why even vote. Next year I want to beat her over the head with it. She is too nice for her own good. She is the sweetest person in the world. I hate people that are so good that I can't hate them. I totally admit that she deserves it, they should probably name those awards after her once she graduates but it just sort of hurts because we all put a lot of time into everthing but there is no competing with her. Even I, who despises her wonderfull-ness, admires her go-get-them spirit. It's probably her mother's doing, look.. she is even getting awards at these banquets now. Ooooh well.
I think orchestra should get goddamn certificates for being in symphony orchestra. The band people do. We don't even get a choice. How hard is it to draft those 20 odd pieces of paper. I demand a little recognition. Also, the orchestra is small enough I think we should all get awards. I never get any awards. I'm so not awardable. How the hell am I supposed to get into college when people won't yield me positions of leadership or awards.
It will be really hilarious when I rule the world or some large country (which I will settle for, provided it has a hospitable climate) and they do one of those "Chicken Soup for the Soul"-y stories on my life. Like that b.s. one they tell about Einstein doing bad at school (he did ONLY because he was a Jewish boy in discriminating German society) but along those lines line. Sarah Oaks, highly decorated and insane dictator of country-X never got any recognition or leadership positions in her younger years. Then maybe they will write a movie about me like that one about the art dealer who turned down Hitler which leaves you wondering - if he had accepted Hitler's work, would Hitler killed millions of people in WWII? If Sarah had been yielded that silly position on Student Council and given that certificate of merit in a meaningless subject or faculties favorite suck-up of the year award- would she have become a tyrant to our society? Hahaha. Sorry, my evil sadistic ego comes out about this time at night.
Well, I have a tiny chunk - SERIOUSLY.. TINY! to finish up before I go to bed. I better get that done now.
