Something for the kiddies
May. 4th, 2003 12:39 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
transomwhiplassIt is all so suddenly clear. I know why I'm such a walking contradiction. I am a total opposite of my childhood self, something that I have been surpressing but crying about losing. I know why I'm an egotistical bitch with a superiority complex one second and an ashamed little hermit the next. It's amazing, and it didn't take illegal substances to discover! Ah.. very good, very good. My inner, happy but basically frivolous child is duking it out like a pro against my dreary, depressive adolescent. It explains my desire to be a self-absorbed demon and the constant urge to be some sort of social martyr. Though silly-serious conflicts are still externally at hand.. a very disturbing inner issue has been settled. I sleep now.
My house is hot, TO THE AIR CONDITIONER! CHARGE!!!!!!!
If you read this, you probably don't have to read the previous/ won't want to. Its like a mofo's length long and if you want to follow my though process in the discovery. Be my guest, otherwise just know that I have rediscovered part of myself- though not fully realized it (I don't know if I every will be able to grasp my childhood again fully). Anway.. yummy goodness is reproducing like frolicky, horny bunnies on a sunny, Disney colored spring day (Ok.. that is like my favorite sentence ever.... INSOMNIA ROCKS!)
My house is hot, TO THE AIR CONDITIONER! CHARGE!!!!!!!
If you read this, you probably don't have to read the previous/ won't want to. Its like a mofo's length long and if you want to follow my though process in the discovery. Be my guest, otherwise just know that I have rediscovered part of myself- though not fully realized it (I don't know if I every will be able to grasp my childhood again fully). Anway.. yummy goodness is reproducing like frolicky, horny bunnies on a sunny, Disney colored spring day (Ok.. that is like my favorite sentence ever.... INSOMNIA ROCKS!)
