for once I think I'm on top of things..
Feb. 26th, 2003 11:15 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
transomwhiplassSomething the hell is wrong with me... but probably not.
I always feel unnaturally tired then I wake up (pun not intended) and realize, "Oh yeah.. I sleep like for 6 hours by my own choice." Last night I fell asleep during the second Dharma and Greg I didn't even get to see *cough* the other shows after it. I woke up at 1:30 because of *cough* natural reasons and took a shower. Today I was watching American Idol (waiting to let the coat on my Physics car drive, oh god I forgot how much I absolutely HATE PAINTING), of course I fell asleep. I work up at 9:40ish... crap. Did you know that my paint still wasn't dry? WTF?
Today was an ok day. My only test, Pre-Cal, felt strangely easy.. I hope I didn't fuck it up or something. I went back and checked everything. I felt scared on the quiz because I was done way before everyone else.. I think my pace was quickened by the fact that I just remembered I had to to my test corrections (due that day).
Ok, forget anonymity, Lauren Mesa is driving me insane. But very much indirectly, I think that if I was extroverted... I would be a lot like her. But I'm not, I'm horridly shy by nature and it takes a physical/mental strain to get me to talk to people, let alone run for something. She manages to get the positions I always want, like as an NHS officer. Oh, and I'm serious. If she gets editor in chief, I will cry for a week. You have no frikkin' idea. I will dehydrate myself because I will cry so much.
Tomorrow is going to be minorly stressful, I have to do like 8 interviews I had a week to do. I may not do one article (about assembly misconduct) because we were pretty good yesterday. If I go up to interview Ms. Suarez about parking, I might swing by and see if Ms. Schiro has anything to say about the assembly situation.
I realized that I hadn't sent my 10 vocab words to Kata, whoops. I might not get the Über-Vocab list. I totally forgot. I've been trying to avoid the computer. Since I got home I've been painting and sleeping. Blargh.
I have a morality test, I got a 100 on the last one. I'm prepared to laugh my ass off at this one. Morality is a joke.
Last quarter, as god as my witness, I will be trying. Ms Skelly said I'm less than a tenth of a point away from the 1st quintile. I hate our school and the stupid cheating brats who wormed their way into undeserving spots. Anyway yeah. I'm disappointed with my Physics 93, I could have easily gotten at least a 95 if I did that homework, remained awake for the lectures, remembered how to find the wavelength of light from frequency, and gotten a 100 on the test. But no, I did it wrong, and I got my first B. Ugh, I was very disappointed with myself that day. My fault, no scapegoat, SOL, sucks to be me.
Pre-Cal is going to be an A this quarter, lets hope same for next (thats what screwed me up last semester).
Physics will be an A. I need a higher A next quarter.
English, if I work my ass off, maybe... just maybe a B+.
Morality, dude 98-100 done deal.
Journalism is my savior, easy 100.
Latin, uhm.. B. The Zoch only gives us ONE translation test and it decides your grade. I will be getting a low B. EVEN VOCAB CAN'T SAVE ME NOW!
History I slacked and I got a very low B on the test. Wait, no.. I didn't slack. I thought I knew that. OH I KNOW. She attached the essay to my version of the test so I started doing that first. 1/2 into the class she asked us to detach those and pass them up, they were wrong (turned out to be the same). She said I could keep doing mine, but I was permanently freaked. I went through the MC in like 10 minutes. That was very stupid. I really hope to god I still have an A. It would be bad if that one grade really screwed me up.
I don't get to complain about school because I don't study/ do much any more. I've been humbled by my first recorded GPA drop. I will be converted. My resolution is to no longer seek a scapegoat, only to see the true person at error, me.
I was so close to a 3.8. I dropped to a non-roundable 3.7. Sadness. Sarah needs to get her act together before she crawls into a hole and returns to feeling sorry for herself.
Now if you will exuse me, I hope that mofoing paint coat has dried and I can finish it.
I always feel unnaturally tired then I wake up (pun not intended) and realize, "Oh yeah.. I sleep like for 6 hours by my own choice." Last night I fell asleep during the second Dharma and Greg I didn't even get to see *cough* the other shows after it. I woke up at 1:30 because of *cough* natural reasons and took a shower. Today I was watching American Idol (waiting to let the coat on my Physics car drive, oh god I forgot how much I absolutely HATE PAINTING), of course I fell asleep. I work up at 9:40ish... crap. Did you know that my paint still wasn't dry? WTF?
Today was an ok day. My only test, Pre-Cal, felt strangely easy.. I hope I didn't fuck it up or something. I went back and checked everything. I felt scared on the quiz because I was done way before everyone else.. I think my pace was quickened by the fact that I just remembered I had to to my test corrections (due that day).
Ok, forget anonymity, Lauren Mesa is driving me insane. But very much indirectly, I think that if I was extroverted... I would be a lot like her. But I'm not, I'm horridly shy by nature and it takes a physical/mental strain to get me to talk to people, let alone run for something. She manages to get the positions I always want, like as an NHS officer. Oh, and I'm serious. If she gets editor in chief, I will cry for a week. You have no frikkin' idea. I will dehydrate myself because I will cry so much.
Tomorrow is going to be minorly stressful, I have to do like 8 interviews I had a week to do. I may not do one article (about assembly misconduct) because we were pretty good yesterday. If I go up to interview Ms. Suarez about parking, I might swing by and see if Ms. Schiro has anything to say about the assembly situation.
I realized that I hadn't sent my 10 vocab words to Kata, whoops. I might not get the Über-Vocab list. I totally forgot. I've been trying to avoid the computer. Since I got home I've been painting and sleeping. Blargh.
I have a morality test, I got a 100 on the last one. I'm prepared to laugh my ass off at this one. Morality is a joke.
Last quarter, as god as my witness, I will be trying. Ms Skelly said I'm less than a tenth of a point away from the 1st quintile. I hate our school and the stupid cheating brats who wormed their way into undeserving spots. Anyway yeah. I'm disappointed with my Physics 93, I could have easily gotten at least a 95 if I did that homework, remained awake for the lectures, remembered how to find the wavelength of light from frequency, and gotten a 100 on the test. But no, I did it wrong, and I got my first B. Ugh, I was very disappointed with myself that day. My fault, no scapegoat, SOL, sucks to be me.
Pre-Cal is going to be an A this quarter, lets hope same for next (thats what screwed me up last semester).
Physics will be an A. I need a higher A next quarter.
English, if I work my ass off, maybe... just maybe a B+.
Morality, dude 98-100 done deal.
Journalism is my savior, easy 100.
Latin, uhm.. B. The Zoch only gives us ONE translation test and it decides your grade. I will be getting a low B. EVEN VOCAB CAN'T SAVE ME NOW!
History I slacked and I got a very low B on the test. Wait, no.. I didn't slack. I thought I knew that. OH I KNOW. She attached the essay to my version of the test so I started doing that first. 1/2 into the class she asked us to detach those and pass them up, they were wrong (turned out to be the same). She said I could keep doing mine, but I was permanently freaked. I went through the MC in like 10 minutes. That was very stupid. I really hope to god I still have an A. It would be bad if that one grade really screwed me up.
I don't get to complain about school because I don't study/ do much any more. I've been humbled by my first recorded GPA drop. I will be converted. My resolution is to no longer seek a scapegoat, only to see the true person at error, me.
I was so close to a 3.8. I dropped to a non-roundable 3.7. Sadness. Sarah needs to get her act together before she crawls into a hole and returns to feeling sorry for herself.
Now if you will exuse me, I hope that mofoing paint coat has dried and I can finish it.
