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transomwhiplassLyric that makes me think, la dee daa.
Today was messed up, but I've already told enough people.. I don't know how much I want to write it out. Maybe I will put a soopa-sarah-TM-outline!
-English Vocab Quiz (Didn't have class/didn't know)
We took it anyway, but got 30 minutes to study. It was very unfair, but I got a 100, so whatever.
-Morality: Time to work on wkst
Had to listen to girls behind me gossip about: parties, sex, blowjobs, taking showers w/ bfs, sleeping over, and having their mom make breakfast for the boyfriend. Uhm.. yeah, gag me with a rusty rake. PLEASE!
-Lunch, found out interesting something about, well, a person I was REALLY not interested in, like.. ANTI-interest. Eh, basically dished morality and english to mary. Recieved sympathy, went home happy. Hehe! We decided SAA has the rep of a brothel, HAHA. But true, then something spurred into Mary and Allen w/ a Laura Ignalls Wilder lifestyle.. it was funny, good times, good times.
Other news, I didn't bomb my test/quizzes on Huck Finn day. I got a 90 in pre-cal, got 5 off for stupid, stupid mistake on my part. 95 on history, haha, and I was worried.
I'm tired, stuff has been getting me severly down lately, I just can't stand the built up pressure. I've been trying REALLY hard to discharge the stress healthily, and I have been avoiding my bad habit for the day. But it is so hard, I just feel it.. like magnets, its taking a lot out of me to not crumble.
Speaking of that, I've decided I need to give up my bad habits, one at a time, the most serious (in my mind) first. I'm hoping quitting one thing, will help with others and so on. I like, have accepted things as "bad habits" not unique quirks.. they are bad, and they must be stopped.
I never realized how many food commercials there are during breaks, I counted today, and it was sickening, like all are for fast food. Yuck.
I'm trying to eat 3 square, which I haven't done.. for like, forever. I'm trying to get breakfast, and it certainly makes a difference. I had like... 6 hours of sleep but didn't fall asleep at all. Also I should start eating lunch as opposed to talking through it as I ususally do. BAD SARAH! Uhm, yeah, so like I go home and eat cereal till dinner. I'm such a carbo freak, I need to stop that too.. anyway, work in progress!
I'm a dork.. lalalalala
Sometimes, I just wanna' hurt myself,
for all the things, the stupid things,
I've done.
But then I wake up, get' out my cloud,
and I realize, realize it just ain't half bad.
Sometimes its hard to just get up in the morn-ing,
just wake n' get out of the door.
But I gotta just push myself, then push some more,
maybe someday, I can hope to so-ar. Just hope to soar.
Uh huh, oh yeah. Uh huh, just let me,
let me tell you something..
When I fall down, it's hard to not kick myself,
kick myself, and feel like crap.
Its hard to shrug it off, brush off the dirt,
get up, and try again.
These days it seems too easy to get down,
everything flying way past me,
but sometimes, you just gotta go inside yourself,
find the best friend in your mind.
That's how it is, yeah how it is,
sometimes I don't know what to do,
'xcept tell it how it is.
Just how it is.
How it, yeah, how, how, how it is.
Sometimes its hard to just get up and off the ground,
Use all your strength, and beat it in the next round.
Tell it how it is, just how it is,
when you ain't got no where to go,
Just tell it how it is...
I like that song.. though it is mildly corny, I feel like it applies. Heh.
Today was messed up, but I've already told enough people.. I don't know how much I want to write it out. Maybe I will put a soopa-sarah-TM-outline!
-English Vocab Quiz (Didn't have class/didn't know)
We took it anyway, but got 30 minutes to study. It was very unfair, but I got a 100, so whatever.
-Morality: Time to work on wkst
Had to listen to girls behind me gossip about: parties, sex, blowjobs, taking showers w/ bfs, sleeping over, and having their mom make breakfast for the boyfriend. Uhm.. yeah, gag me with a rusty rake. PLEASE!
-Lunch, found out interesting something about, well, a person I was REALLY not interested in, like.. ANTI-interest. Eh, basically dished morality and english to mary. Recieved sympathy, went home happy. Hehe! We decided SAA has the rep of a brothel, HAHA. But true, then something spurred into Mary and Allen w/ a Laura Ignalls Wilder lifestyle.. it was funny, good times, good times.
Other news, I didn't bomb my test/quizzes on Huck Finn day. I got a 90 in pre-cal, got 5 off for stupid, stupid mistake on my part. 95 on history, haha, and I was worried.
I'm tired, stuff has been getting me severly down lately, I just can't stand the built up pressure. I've been trying REALLY hard to discharge the stress healthily, and I have been avoiding my bad habit for the day. But it is so hard, I just feel it.. like magnets, its taking a lot out of me to not crumble.
Speaking of that, I've decided I need to give up my bad habits, one at a time, the most serious (in my mind) first. I'm hoping quitting one thing, will help with others and so on. I like, have accepted things as "bad habits" not unique quirks.. they are bad, and they must be stopped.
I never realized how many food commercials there are during breaks, I counted today, and it was sickening, like all are for fast food. Yuck.
I'm trying to eat 3 square, which I haven't done.. for like, forever. I'm trying to get breakfast, and it certainly makes a difference. I had like... 6 hours of sleep but didn't fall asleep at all. Also I should start eating lunch as opposed to talking through it as I ususally do. BAD SARAH! Uhm, yeah, so like I go home and eat cereal till dinner. I'm such a carbo freak, I need to stop that too.. anyway, work in progress!
I'm a dork.. lalalalala
Sometimes, I just wanna' hurt myself,
for all the things, the stupid things,
I've done.
But then I wake up, get' out my cloud,
and I realize, realize it just ain't half bad.
Sometimes its hard to just get up in the morn-ing,
just wake n' get out of the door.
But I gotta just push myself, then push some more,
maybe someday, I can hope to so-ar. Just hope to soar.
Uh huh, oh yeah. Uh huh, just let me,
let me tell you something..
When I fall down, it's hard to not kick myself,
kick myself, and feel like crap.
Its hard to shrug it off, brush off the dirt,
get up, and try again.
These days it seems too easy to get down,
everything flying way past me,
but sometimes, you just gotta go inside yourself,
find the best friend in your mind.
That's how it is, yeah how it is,
sometimes I don't know what to do,
'xcept tell it how it is.
Just how it is.
How it, yeah, how, how, how it is.
Sometimes its hard to just get up and off the ground,
Use all your strength, and beat it in the next round.
Tell it how it is, just how it is,
when you ain't got no where to go,
Just tell it how it is...
I like that song.. though it is mildly corny, I feel like it applies. Heh.
