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transomwhiplassI just spent awhile making mabel a new journal layout. I am so proud of myself! ^.^ I hope she likes it! Hehehehehe!
I think I should work on mine.. haha.. maybe in a month.. x.x;;.
My fingers are too cold to type, I have to stop looking at that journal
YOW~ZAH'S! <-- that is a stupid word, why did I just type it?
It's time for Sarah to crawl in her bed and go to sleep!
Dad is going to the Netherlands tomorrow. He is really freaking out over work. Apparently he took on 2 projects, when he can barely handle one. It sounds like it was an accident, like in Friends when Chandler fell asleep in the meeting and accidently volunteered to go to Oklahoma. Haha. Yeah, my dad accidently took on this new project. Watching him go to work miserable everyday and be miserable everyday after work, and just seeing him bitter towards the outside world ruins my zest to hurl myself into the workplace. Never to late to being a hobo. woo!
TomorrowToday is the super bowl. I will be acting like a FREAK, and watching the Bulls/Rockets game. WOO! YAO MING!
I need to work harder in school. Last week I was such a fuck up. I had majoro crap to do on Wednesday, instead I watched American Idol. I suffered extreme consequences on my Pre-Cal quiz (she gave me funny looks the rest of the week, I think I bombed), I didn't finish Huck Finn until Physics.
Story: I started at 9 PM, fell asleep at 10 PM w/ about 100 pages left. Woke up at 2 AM, realized I hadn't finished, read until 2:30 AM when I fell asleep again. Woke up at 4:30 AM by mom who asked if I finished, response: "I think so o_O;;" Woke at 7:15 AM, realized had NOT finished, 50 pages left. Read 30 in the car, 20 in physics/before english. I flopped the quiz everyone said was easy. God I suck.
Then I had an article due, which I'd had like.. 2 weeks to write, MORE THAN ENOUGH TIME! I didn't even have a topic. I ended up with a topic almost EXACTLY like my last one. I want to write like, 5 next time to make up for this screw up on my part. I wrote during lunch, typed during class. I'm so disappointed in myself. I hate writing about technology. I'm out of issues. Stupid rich Mosie always gets the entertainment articles. I COULD WRITE VOLUMES ON TELEVISION! That is what I wanted to be editor of, that is what I wanted to write. Instead I get the issuely tech column, if I don't turn things around, I will be dispensable and they won't let me on the paper next year. I need to start trying, for the love of god, why can't I do anything. I just get in these mindsets and sucked into the the television. I don't want to give up tv, I don't think I need to. Its just, I procrastinate everything before and after TV, for some reason. I have a very regimented procrastination pattern that I cannot break to save my life. It's going to end up screwing me over.
I'm having SERIOUS thought about college. This is so hard since I don't even know what I want to do. Like, even what area. The one interest that has kept with me is Grapic Design. I don't think that is enough, and I don't think that I am that talented/creative (I can never come up with new ideas, only diverge from others). So I am thinking maybe like, advertising or something? You can make money, but it may lower my new found "moral standards" of the advertising industry. Things like channel 1, and other ads make me sick. Maybe I will help advertise for something not bad for people in general, I hope. Whatever. But back to the college aspects.
I know I want to be on a "border" state, bordering water as well. Places I'm interested in are Rice, I don't know why. It just feels, safe, I wish I could get in, I need a severe kick in the ass to have a chance there. I'm looking at Chicago, Loyola: I think I could get in. Northwestern might be nice, but I was NOT impressed by the reps at college night. "How is your Physics program?" "Huh? Let me check our pamphlet... well we have one!" "Yes I read that, but how good is it? Is it one of the school's stronger programs?" "All of our programs are strong!" That was saddening. I'm actually looking at Washington D.C., it is a really pleasant city in my mind, there is a lot of stuff going on there, so that might be interesting. Places like George Washington U, etc. New York was nice, it might be a little big for me though, I'm still looking. And basically the west coast, everyone loves the west coast, right? I can pretty much adapt to wherever I am, usually. It would be nice to go to a place with "connections" at least in the city, so if I need to see a familiar face every once in a while. I think I need to go to the city, I've forgotten what it's like to live in the world. I would have been your typical city kid, had I grown up in downtown Chicago like I was supposed to, instead I became a suburban bumpkin in HOUSTON, THE HUGEST SUBARB ON EARTH! Anyway.. so yeah. I want to be "realistic" in where I go. I want to be challenged, but not freaking out. I want to be exposed to new stuff, but feel safe. I'm thinking big city, close college community. I don't know though. I was thinking about Trinity in San Antonio for awhile, its a really NICE campus, students don't rate it to well. I don't know about UT, I'm scared of UT, I'm scared of people, its a HUGE place, I would drown. I wish I could figure out what I want to do. If I can, I will go look at the places in the capitol of that career. For instance, if I wanted to be in advertising, I would go to new york or chicago on my pilgrimage. Chicago is the food advertising capitol, NYC is the fashion capitol. I don't know, I don't know. Its REALLY time for me to go to bed, I think my fingers have frostbite. Yargh.
I need t
I think I should work on mine.. haha.. maybe in a month.. x.x;;.
My fingers are too cold to type, I have to stop looking at that journal
YOW~ZAH'S! <-- that is a stupid word, why did I just type it?
It's time for Sarah to crawl in her bed and go to sleep!
Dad is going to the Netherlands tomorrow. He is really freaking out over work. Apparently he took on 2 projects, when he can barely handle one. It sounds like it was an accident, like in Friends when Chandler fell asleep in the meeting and accidently volunteered to go to Oklahoma. Haha. Yeah, my dad accidently took on this new project. Watching him go to work miserable everyday and be miserable everyday after work, and just seeing him bitter towards the outside world ruins my zest to hurl myself into the workplace. Never to late to being a hobo. woo!
I need to work harder in school. Last week I was such a fuck up. I had majoro crap to do on Wednesday, instead I watched American Idol. I suffered extreme consequences on my Pre-Cal quiz (she gave me funny looks the rest of the week, I think I bombed), I didn't finish Huck Finn until Physics.
Story: I started at 9 PM, fell asleep at 10 PM w/ about 100 pages left. Woke up at 2 AM, realized I hadn't finished, read until 2:30 AM when I fell asleep again. Woke up at 4:30 AM by mom who asked if I finished, response: "I think so o_O;;" Woke at 7:15 AM, realized had NOT finished, 50 pages left. Read 30 in the car, 20 in physics/before english. I flopped the quiz everyone said was easy. God I suck.
Then I had an article due, which I'd had like.. 2 weeks to write, MORE THAN ENOUGH TIME! I didn't even have a topic. I ended up with a topic almost EXACTLY like my last one. I want to write like, 5 next time to make up for this screw up on my part. I wrote during lunch, typed during class. I'm so disappointed in myself. I hate writing about technology. I'm out of issues. Stupid rich Mosie always gets the entertainment articles. I COULD WRITE VOLUMES ON TELEVISION! That is what I wanted to be editor of, that is what I wanted to write. Instead I get the issuely tech column, if I don't turn things around, I will be dispensable and they won't let me on the paper next year. I need to start trying, for the love of god, why can't I do anything. I just get in these mindsets and sucked into the the television. I don't want to give up tv, I don't think I need to. Its just, I procrastinate everything before and after TV, for some reason. I have a very regimented procrastination pattern that I cannot break to save my life. It's going to end up screwing me over.
I'm having SERIOUS thought about college. This is so hard since I don't even know what I want to do. Like, even what area. The one interest that has kept with me is Grapic Design. I don't think that is enough, and I don't think that I am that talented/creative (I can never come up with new ideas, only diverge from others). So I am thinking maybe like, advertising or something? You can make money, but it may lower my new found "moral standards" of the advertising industry. Things like channel 1, and other ads make me sick. Maybe I will help advertise for something not bad for people in general, I hope. Whatever. But back to the college aspects.
I know I want to be on a "border" state, bordering water as well. Places I'm interested in are Rice, I don't know why. It just feels, safe, I wish I could get in, I need a severe kick in the ass to have a chance there. I'm looking at Chicago, Loyola: I think I could get in. Northwestern might be nice, but I was NOT impressed by the reps at college night. "How is your Physics program?" "Huh? Let me check our pamphlet... well we have one!" "Yes I read that, but how good is it? Is it one of the school's stronger programs?" "All of our programs are strong!" That was saddening. I'm actually looking at Washington D.C., it is a really pleasant city in my mind, there is a lot of stuff going on there, so that might be interesting. Places like George Washington U, etc. New York was nice, it might be a little big for me though, I'm still looking. And basically the west coast, everyone loves the west coast, right? I can pretty much adapt to wherever I am, usually. It would be nice to go to a place with "connections" at least in the city, so if I need to see a familiar face every once in a while. I think I need to go to the city, I've forgotten what it's like to live in the world. I would have been your typical city kid, had I grown up in downtown Chicago like I was supposed to, instead I became a suburban bumpkin in HOUSTON, THE HUGEST SUBARB ON EARTH! Anyway.. so yeah. I want to be "realistic" in where I go. I want to be challenged, but not freaking out. I want to be exposed to new stuff, but feel safe. I'm thinking big city, close college community. I don't know though. I was thinking about Trinity in San Antonio for awhile, its a really NICE campus, students don't rate it to well. I don't know about UT, I'm scared of UT, I'm scared of people, its a HUGE place, I would drown. I wish I could figure out what I want to do. If I can, I will go look at the places in the capitol of that career. For instance, if I wanted to be in advertising, I would go to new york or chicago on my pilgrimage. Chicago is the food advertising capitol, NYC is the fashion capitol. I don't know, I don't know. Its REALLY time for me to go to bed, I think my fingers have frostbite. Yargh.
I need t
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Date: 2003-01-26 12:51 pm (UTC)[ chrissy ]
^_^
Date: 2003-01-26 03:39 pm (UTC)Oh, and I friended you.
-Sarah