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Through crazed insomnia..
Aug. 16th, 2003 02:16 am.. I was googling like a freak in my weird obsession to find other secret blog-pariah's from my school.
Turns out a girl named "Sumana" has a blog & domain. I know Min used to have one, I knew that through Webmastering. What is funny is she is in Latin & into the web. AS CO-PRESIDENTS OF BOTH OF THOSE RESPECTIVE CLUBS.. I don't know why I don't know her. I have a suspicion she hates people. Or, I also have a suspicion that I am co-president of two dying, shriveling, impotent clubs that are way to dorky for anyone to want to join. Also.. I dont' know about Latin, I'm not taking it. Maybe I can still command the club.
Reading her stuff (yes.. I should be locked up for some evil crazy crime or at least called a hypocrite: since that is my greatest fear for another, stranger SAA'er to stumble upon me) re-depressed me about my catastrophic NLE. I got the "green certificate" as thanks for trying. I know that I was whacked out of my mind and tired beyond all belief. I had just pulled a 10 page research paper out of.. well, "a dark place" and it took me all night. I did it in less than 24 hours. The fact that I had research owed to my many open labs (that magically appeared; maybe the one possible religious experience I've ever had). Anyway. I fell asleep and BSed the test (which had been rescheduled; I would have done fine if was when it was supposed to be: two days before). I know you have all heard the story. But it still bothers me. It is like something Mr. Zoch will remember since I was the ONLY one. He said "I will always remember you for your 1st place reading comprehension" but it was an empty comment. Even though I got the ONLY 1st place and we got a trophy. Anyway. Sorry for reliving that. But it depresses me. Maybe I will get over it now. That Alex M. thing totally bothered me until I just spit it out.
I shouldn't dwell on upsets to much. It is a breeding ground for bitterness.
2 days of summer left.
I still have to read "POM". I read the intro at the DPS (I renewed my license - yay me! no more illegal-ness for me!) It was the perfect place to read.
I still have to write my paper. It will come out after "POM" is done I think.
I have to finish my finance chart. It is fundamentally done but I don't understand the format Albright wants.
I still haven't done my senior picture. Maybe I can use my new license?
Colleges a barraging me with mail.
I need to do a tour at Rice.
I never called Niki back about talking to that guy.
I need my Niki for moral support and academic consultation; but alas, she is out of town.
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Ok sorry about double spacing. OH. I forgot to talk about something.
We had the Academic challenge get together at Mr. Stones house. It was nifty. We played charades. I re-enacted a birth. Mary drove me home. She used her feet and scared the ever loving shit out of me. Thank you Mary.
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I was going to browse t-shirt prices. Unfortunately, the DPS took so long we were already late to pick up Anthony from orientation. Mom, however, thinks we need a minimum of 10 shirts. My solution is soliciting the old groupies into the deal as "honorary Gryffsenior players" or hope to god that we can find another person and a fish or have two people in the group get "twins." THE T-SHIRTS WILL HAPPEN. I know I told Niki but I don't think I did it here. I came up with a way to DRASTICALLY cut back on the price of t-shirts. By keeping everyone with the same template: the front logo = the same. The back would be like "In the event of the season... Gryffsenior vs. Freshmanpuff" then names (or something not as dorky but like that). The less customization the less money; a diff. template has to be made per customization. I figure, we want gold print on both - we can distinguish ourselves from our fish by getting red shirts and they can have black. I'm proud of myself, but I need to officialy pitch it. Niki said it was a good idea; but then again - she has never took a stand against any of my schemes.
Enough rambling. Sarah sleep now.
Turns out a girl named "Sumana" has a blog & domain. I know Min used to have one, I knew that through Webmastering. What is funny is she is in Latin & into the web. AS CO-PRESIDENTS OF BOTH OF THOSE RESPECTIVE CLUBS.. I don't know why I don't know her. I have a suspicion she hates people. Or, I also have a suspicion that I am co-president of two dying, shriveling, impotent clubs that are way to dorky for anyone to want to join. Also.. I dont' know about Latin, I'm not taking it. Maybe I can still command the club.
Reading her stuff (yes.. I should be locked up for some evil crazy crime or at least called a hypocrite: since that is my greatest fear for another, stranger SAA'er to stumble upon me) re-depressed me about my catastrophic NLE. I got the "green certificate" as thanks for trying. I know that I was whacked out of my mind and tired beyond all belief. I had just pulled a 10 page research paper out of.. well, "a dark place" and it took me all night. I did it in less than 24 hours. The fact that I had research owed to my many open labs (that magically appeared; maybe the one possible religious experience I've ever had). Anyway. I fell asleep and BSed the test (which had been rescheduled; I would have done fine if was when it was supposed to be: two days before). I know you have all heard the story. But it still bothers me. It is like something Mr. Zoch will remember since I was the ONLY one. He said "I will always remember you for your 1st place reading comprehension" but it was an empty comment. Even though I got the ONLY 1st place and we got a trophy. Anyway. Sorry for reliving that. But it depresses me. Maybe I will get over it now. That Alex M. thing totally bothered me until I just spit it out.
I shouldn't dwell on upsets to much. It is a breeding ground for bitterness.
2 days of summer left.
I still have to read "POM". I read the intro at the DPS (I renewed my license - yay me! no more illegal-ness for me!) It was the perfect place to read.
I still have to write my paper. It will come out after "POM" is done I think.
I have to finish my finance chart. It is fundamentally done but I don't understand the format Albright wants.
I still haven't done my senior picture. Maybe I can use my new license?
Colleges a barraging me with mail.
I need to do a tour at Rice.
I never called Niki back about talking to that guy.
I need my Niki for moral support and academic consultation; but alas, she is out of town.
----
Ok sorry about double spacing. OH. I forgot to talk about something.
We had the Academic challenge get together at Mr. Stones house. It was nifty. We played charades. I re-enacted a birth. Mary drove me home. She used her feet and scared the ever loving shit out of me. Thank you Mary.
----
I was going to browse t-shirt prices. Unfortunately, the DPS took so long we were already late to pick up Anthony from orientation. Mom, however, thinks we need a minimum of 10 shirts. My solution is soliciting the old groupies into the deal as "honorary Gryffsenior players" or hope to god that we can find another person and a fish or have two people in the group get "twins." THE T-SHIRTS WILL HAPPEN. I know I told Niki but I don't think I did it here. I came up with a way to DRASTICALLY cut back on the price of t-shirts. By keeping everyone with the same template: the front logo = the same. The back would be like "In the event of the season... Gryffsenior vs. Freshmanpuff" then names (or something not as dorky but like that). The less customization the less money; a diff. template has to be made per customization. I figure, we want gold print on both - we can distinguish ourselves from our fish by getting red shirts and they can have black. I'm proud of myself, but I need to officialy pitch it. Niki said it was a good idea; but then again - she has never took a stand against any of my schemes.
Enough rambling. Sarah sleep now.
