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transomwhiplass) wrote2003-12-18 11:58 pm
transomwhiplass) wrote2003-12-18 11:58 pm
Dude.. I should stop saying dude, screw that..
I think everyone I know has either died or found a life. I'm the only person to have updated in the last like.. day. I'm concerned.
[Poll #222511]
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I just cleaned up my profile. I cut 27 communities to 3, half were stupid icon communities - stupid. I fixed my bio. Changed some interests. Everything is clean and up to date. It is so funny. I wrote my bio the first time I made this journal, it is still there and still applies. I think I knew myself better what is it, 2 years ago?
Anthony isn't home from Christmas dance, I hope he had fun. He looked so.. tall. Goddamn him.
Let's see. I bitched to Alex. Then I bitched a little to Greg. Its kind of occuring to me how fucked up a lot of stuff is. I'm kind of angry, kind of bitter.. I'm letting it out though, I want to provoke change. I think some stuff in the "group" has gotten a bit out of control. I think we need a sit down to hash out some issues. Then again, it could just be me, I could be the only one feeling this stuff, I might be instigating pointless anger. None of us communicate openly anymore. I know that I've been having to dodge between people to get their weigh in on some stuff. But again, maybe just me.. I'm the girl out of the loop. The back in front of a Mac at lunch. I'm concerned though, for everyone.. it could just be college applications but I'm sensing more. I miss good times those days where there were no real secrets between us, if one person knew - the "group" knew. Hushed tones these days.. lots of hush.
EEH! My homestar shirts came today. I'm thrilled. They are kind of big.. but whatever.
I got to hang my awesome poster! When we dropped off Anthony, my mom asked me if I wanted to stop at Container Store because I wanted a special poster holder so I wouldn't put tear provoking holes in it. I had my obvious pajama pants on, my "COLLEGE" sweatshirt, socks WITH Dr. Marten sandals, & totally unkempt hair. Hm.. public humiliation vs. preserving my totally sexy Strokes poster and putting it on display tonight so I can start worshipping now. Hm.. hm. I got my poster hanger AND we walked around. It was an almost freeing experience. I really felt like a freak but my mom wouldn't leave till she looked at EVERYTHING and it was the least I could do for my $13 (!!!) poster hanger.
Report: John Mayer admits getting a cry lump to Christian Aguilera's Beautiful. He is truly awesome. If I do decide to settle down,I want a guy that confesses cry lumps I want John Mayer. I might settle for Jimmy Fallon doing a John Mayer impression.
Dude. Stop me. I'm getting more "Tiger Beat" by the day. What is this?! Chris Martin, Orlando Bloom, John Mayer, the Strokes.. I'm just gushing like a 12 year old. How pitiful. Oh well. Its not really me changing, I think I'm just coming to public grips with my inner shames. Yes, I swoon. Scorn me then deny that these guys aren't swoonable. DENY IT TO YOURSELF.
Honk if you think Ashton Kutcher's a dipshit.
[Poll #222511]
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I just cleaned up my profile. I cut 27 communities to 3, half were stupid icon communities - stupid. I fixed my bio. Changed some interests. Everything is clean and up to date. It is so funny. I wrote my bio the first time I made this journal, it is still there and still applies. I think I knew myself better what is it, 2 years ago?
Anthony isn't home from Christmas dance, I hope he had fun. He looked so.. tall. Goddamn him.
Let's see. I bitched to Alex. Then I bitched a little to Greg. Its kind of occuring to me how fucked up a lot of stuff is. I'm kind of angry, kind of bitter.. I'm letting it out though, I want to provoke change. I think some stuff in the "group" has gotten a bit out of control. I think we need a sit down to hash out some issues. Then again, it could just be me, I could be the only one feeling this stuff, I might be instigating pointless anger. None of us communicate openly anymore. I know that I've been having to dodge between people to get their weigh in on some stuff. But again, maybe just me.. I'm the girl out of the loop. The back in front of a Mac at lunch. I'm concerned though, for everyone.. it could just be college applications but I'm sensing more. I miss good times those days where there were no real secrets between us, if one person knew - the "group" knew. Hushed tones these days.. lots of hush.
EEH! My homestar shirts came today. I'm thrilled. They are kind of big.. but whatever.
I got to hang my awesome poster! When we dropped off Anthony, my mom asked me if I wanted to stop at Container Store because I wanted a special poster holder so I wouldn't put tear provoking holes in it. I had my obvious pajama pants on, my "COLLEGE" sweatshirt, socks WITH Dr. Marten sandals, & totally unkempt hair. Hm.. public humiliation vs. preserving my totally sexy Strokes poster and putting it on display tonight so I can start worshipping now. Hm.. hm. I got my poster hanger AND we walked around. It was an almost freeing experience. I really felt like a freak but my mom wouldn't leave till she looked at EVERYTHING and it was the least I could do for my $13 (!!!) poster hanger.
Report: John Mayer admits getting a cry lump to Christian Aguilera's Beautiful. He is truly awesome. If I do decide to settle down,
Dude. Stop me. I'm getting more "Tiger Beat" by the day. What is this?! Chris Martin, Orlando Bloom, John Mayer, the Strokes.. I'm just gushing like a 12 year old. How pitiful. Oh well. Its not really me changing, I think I'm just coming to public grips with my inner shames. Yes, I swoon. Scorn me then deny that these guys aren't swoonable. DENY IT TO YOURSELF.
Honk if you think Ashton Kutcher's a dipshit.